TEDSalon NY2011
Kathryn Schulz: Don't regret regret
凱瑟琳･舒爾茲：別對遺憾感到遺憾
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我們總是被教育要一輩子無悔。但是爲什麽呢？ 凱瑟琳用她自己紋身的例子，做我們應該擁抱遺憾做出有力且感人的論述。
Kathryn Schulz - Wrongologist
Kathryn Schulz is a staff writer for the New Yorker and is the author of "Being Wrong: Adventures in the Margin of Error." Full bio
Kathryn Schulz is a staff writer for the New Yorker and is the author of "Being Wrong: Adventures in the Margin of Error." Full bio
Double-click the English transcript below to play the video.
00:15
So that's Johnny Depp, of course.
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這當然是強尼•戴普,
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And that's Johnny Depp's shoulder.
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這是他的肩膀。
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And that's Johnny Depp's famous shoulder tattoo.
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這是他肩上著名的紋身。
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Some of you might know that, in 1990,
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你們有些人可能知道，戴普在1990年,
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Depp got engaged to Winona Ryder,
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和薇諾娜•瑞德曾訂婚,
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and he had tattooed on his right shoulder
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並在他的右肩上刺上
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"Winona forever."
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「永遠的薇諾娜」。
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And then three years later --
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3年後--
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which in fairness, kind of is forever by Hollywood standards --
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從好萊塢的標準來說應該算得上是「 永遠 」--
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they broke up,
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他們分手了,
00:42
and Johnny went and got a little bit of repair work done.
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然後强尼改了一下他的紋身 。
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And now his shoulder says, "Wino forever."
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現在他肩上說的是 「 永遠的酒鬼 」。
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(Laughter)
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（笑聲）
00:51
So like Johnny Depp,
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像强尼一樣,
00:53
and like 25 percent of Americans
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也像25%的
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between the ages of 16 and 50,
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年齡在16到50歲間的美國人一樣,
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I have a tattoo.
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我也是有紋身的。
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I first started thinking about getting it in my mid-20s,
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我第一次想去弄一個紋身是在我25歲左右,
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but I deliberately waited a really long time.
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我是已經刻意等了很久的。
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Because we all know people
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要知道很多人在17歲的時候
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who have gotten tattoos when they were 17
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就想弄一個了,
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or 19 or 23
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或者19歲, 23歲,
01:14
and regretted it by the time they were 30.
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並且對此都在自己30歲前就後悔。
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That didn't happen to me.
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但是這卻沒有發生在我身上 。
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I got my tattoo when I was 29,
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我是在29時繡上了紋身,
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and I regretted it instantly.
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然後立刻就後悔了 。
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And by "regretted it,"
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我說的後悔是
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I mean that I stepped outside of the tattoo place --
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我腳跟剛剛離開紋身店--
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this is just a couple miles from here
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就發生在離這裡幾英哩外的
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down on the Lower East Side --
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下東城區--
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and I had a massive emotional meltdown in broad daylight
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大白天就歇斯底理、徹底崩潰了,
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on the corner of East Broadway and Canal Street.
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就在東百老匯和運河街相交的轉角 。
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(Laughter)
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（笑聲）
01:43
Which is a great place to do it because nobody cares.
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那真是個做這事的好地方，因為沒人理你 。
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(Laughter)
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（笑聲）
01:47
And then I went home that night, and I had an even larger emotional meltdown,
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那晚回到家，再一次更加嚴重的情感崩潰,
01:50
which I'll say more about in a minute.
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詳細狀況我等會兒再說。
01:53
And this was all actually quite shocking to me,
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那次的事真的是把我自己嚇到了,
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because prior to this moment,
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因為在之前
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I had prided myself
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我一直為我自己
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on having absolutely no regrets.
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肯定不會後悔感到自豪。
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I made a lot of mistakes
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我曾經犯了很多錯,
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and dumb decisions, of course.
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一直在做錯的決定,
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I do that hourly.
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每小時一次吧。
02:07
But I had always felt like, look, you know,
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但是我也總是會認為
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I made the best choice I could make
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我已經是做出了最好的決定,
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given who I was then,
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根據我那時的心態,
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given the information I had on hand.
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那時的想法,
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I learned a lesson from it.
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我從中也學習了一些東西。
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It somehow got me to where I am in life right now.
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我的人生也是因為它才完整 。
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And okay, I wouldn't change it.
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總之我不會想著要改變它 。
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In other words, I had drunk our great cultural Kool-Aid about regret,
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換句話說, 我已經是我們文化中關於後悔教導的狂信者,
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which is that lamenting things that occurred in the past
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他們認為為過去的事哀傷
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is an absolute waste of time,
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是一種完全沒有意義的事,
02:34
that we should always look forward and not backward,
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我們應該向前看而非向後看,
02:37
and that one of the noblest and best things we can do
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在生活中儘量不要後悔,
02:39
is strive to live a life free of regrets.
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這是我們能做的最好的事。
02:42
This idea is nicely captured by this quote:
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以下的引用句非常恰當的描述這個道理:
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"Things without all remedy
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「 沒有挽救方法的事
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should be without regard;
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就不要關注了;
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what's done is done."
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事情做了就做了」 。
02:52
And it seems like kind of an admirable philosophy at first --
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一開始這看起來的確是很令人深省的哲理--
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something we might all agree to sign onto ...
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一些我們都應遵守的信條..
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until I tell you who said it.
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直至我告訴你這句話是誰說 。
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Right, so this is Lady MacBeth
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這是麥克白的夫人,
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basically telling her husband to stop being such a wuss
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說這句話只不過是用來勸麥克白不要像個膽小鬼,
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for feeling bad about murdering people.
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為殺人而感到罪惡感 。
03:10
And as it happens, Shakespeare was onto something here,
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莎翁在這裡應該也如他以往
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as he generally was.
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在說些有內涵的話 。
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Because the inability to experience regret
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因為沒有能力去經歷後悔,
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is actually one of the diagnostic characteristics
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這其實是反社會的典型的
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of sociopaths.
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診斷特徵。
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It's also, by the way, a characteristic of certain kinds of brain damage.
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同時這也是大腦某部份損傷的特徵。
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So people who have damage
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那些
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to their orbital frontal cortex
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眼眶額皮質受損的人
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seem to be unable to feel regret
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看起來就算做了
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in the face of even obviously very poor decisions.
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再差的決定也不會後悔。
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So if, in fact, you want to live a life free of regret,
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所以, 如果你不想過充滿後悔的生活,
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there is an option open to you.
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你可以去做一個
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It's called a lobotomy.
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前額腦皮質切除手術。
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But if you want to be fully functional
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但是如果你想要自己機能完整,
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and fully human
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是一個完整的人,
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and fully humane,
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是一個完整的靈魂,
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I think you need to learn to live, not without regret, but with it.
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我想你要學的是怎樣在後悔中生存, 而非是擺脫它。
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So let's start off by defining some terms.
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接下來讓我們開始先給一些專屬名詞定義吧 。
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What is regret?
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那麼什麽是後悔?
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Regret is the emotion we experience
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後悔是一種情緒,
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when we think that our present situation
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是一種當我們認為我們假如
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could be better or happier
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在以前做了不同的事,
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if we had done something different in the past.
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現在的情況會更好的話的情緒,
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So in other words, regret requires two things.
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那麼後悔是需要兩個前提條件的。
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It requires, first of all, agency -- we had to make a decision in the first place.
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首先它是需要一個媒介--你必須在之前做一個決定。
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And second of all, it requires imagination.
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然後, 它需要的是想像力。
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We need to be able to imagine going back and making a different choice,
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我們要能想像我們回到過去並且做了不同的決定,
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and then we need to be able to kind of spool this imaginary record forward
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接下來我們要把這段想像稍微前移一點
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and imagine how things would be playing out in our present.
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並想像一下現在事情會變成怎麼 。
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And in fact, the more we have of either of these things --
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只要我們這兩個條件中的一個越多--
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the more agency and the more imagination
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就是, 越多的媒介或者越多的想像
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with respect to a given regret,
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就有越多的後悔,
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the more acute that regret will be.
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後悔感就越強烈 。
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So let's say for instance
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就比如,
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that you're on your way to your best friend's wedding
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你在你好朋友婚禮的路上,
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and you're trying to get to the airport and you're stuck in terrible traffic,
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正在趕飛機, 結果遇上了堵車,
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and you finally arrive at your gate
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最後你到了你的登機口
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and you've missed your flight.
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發現你錯過了你的航班。
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You're going to experience more regret in that situation
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在這種情形下, 你將會感到更多的後悔感,
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if you missed your flight by three minutes
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假如你只不過是誤機了3分鐘
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than if you missed it by 20.
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而非20分鐘 。
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Why?
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爲什麽呢?
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Well because, if you miss your flight by three minutes,
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因為你只是錯過了飛機3分鐘,
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it is painfully easy to imagine
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對你來說是痛苦的想像,
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that you could have made different decisions
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你可以做了別的不同選擇
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that would have led to a better outcome.
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並且有個很好的結果是很簡單的 。
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"I should have taken the bridge and not the tunnel.
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「 我應該從橋上走而不是走隧道 。
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I should have gone through that yellow light."
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我應該衝過那黃燈 。」
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These are the classic conditions that create regret.
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這些都是很自然的引發後悔的因素 。
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We feel regret when we think we are responsible
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當我們認為我們是應該
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for a decision that came out badly,
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對這個明明可以變好
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but almost came out well.
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卻弄砸的決定, 我們便後悔 。
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Now within that framework,
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在這樣的一個框架中,
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we can obviously experience regret about a lot of different things.
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我們很顯然會經歷各種悔恨。
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This session today is about behavioral economics.
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今天的話題是關於行為經濟學 。
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And most of what we know about regret
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我們所知道有關後悔的一切
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comes to us out of that domain.
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也都是來自那個領域的 。
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We have a vast body of literature
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我們有一堆關於消費者
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on consumer and financial decisions
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和財政決策, 和關於他們
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and the regrets associated with them --
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對這些決策後悔的書籍--
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buyer's remorse, basically.
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基本上主要是買家的懊悔 。
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But then finally, it occurred to some researchers to step back
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到最後, 這樣的一個問題會出現在那些研究者腦中
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and say, well okay, but overall,
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並說, 既然這樣了,
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what do we regret most in life?
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那麼什麽是我們一輩子最後悔的事情呢?
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Here's what the answers turn out to look like.
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這是他們總結這個問題的答案 。
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So top six regrets --
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後悔排行--
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the things we regret most in life:
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我們一輩子最後悔的六件事:
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Number one by far, education.
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目前為止, 教育排在第一。
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33 percent of all of our regrets
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我們一生百分之33
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pertain to decisions we made about education.
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的後悔都會與自己的教育有關。
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We wish we'd gotten more of it.
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我們總希望曾經能多學一點 。
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We wish we'd taken better advantage of the education that we did have.
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我們總希望曾經更好的利用我們獲得的教育。
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We wish we'd chosen to study a different topic.
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我們希望曾經能選擇學另外一個科目 。
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Others very high on our list of regrets
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另外幾個很“熱”的後悔包括
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include career, romance, parenting,
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我們的職業, 愛情, 教養方式,
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various decisions and choices about our sense of self
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對自己的各種評價和選擇,
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and how we spend our leisure time --
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還有我們業餘時間的耗費--
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or actually more specifically,
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或更準確的事,
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how we fail to spend our leisure time.
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我們沒有好好利用業餘時間 。
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The remaining regrets
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接下來的後悔
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pertain to these things:
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就是涉及:
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finance, family issues unrelated to romance or parenting,
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金錢, 愛情和養育之外的家庭問題,
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health, friends,
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健康, 朋友,
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spirituality and community.
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信仰, 組織 。
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So in other words, we know most of what we know about regret
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換句話說, 我們通過研究經濟
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by the study of finance.
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知道了我們一輩子最後悔的事 。
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But it turns out, when you look overall at what people regret in life,
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但是當你仔細看看我們這輩子的遺憾時,
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you know what, our financial decisions don't even rank.
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我們的經濟問題不是那六個之一 。
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They account for less than three percent of our total regrets.
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他們僅僅是我們後悔中的百分之3 。
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So if you're sitting there stressing
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所以你假如坐在那裡
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about large cap versus small cap,
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比較著大杯子小杯子,
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or company A versus company B,
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或公司A 公司B,
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or should you buy the Subaru or the Prius,
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或者普銳斯還是斯巴魯的時候,
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you know what, let it go.
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你應該明白--隨便它吧。
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Odds are, you're not going to care in five years.
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賠率是五年後你不會後悔那些事情 。
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But for these things that we actually do really care about
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但是那些你真正關心的問題
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and do experience profound regret around,
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和那深沉的懊悔,
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what does that experience feel like?
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那樣的經歷感覺是怎樣的?
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We all know the short answer.
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我們都有一個簡短的答案 。
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It feels terrible. Regret feels awful.
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那感覺很糟糕 。很難受 。
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But it turns out that regret feels awful
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但那些令人痛苦的後悔
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in four very specific and consistent ways.
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一般都有四個共性 。
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So the first consistent component of regret
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後悔的第一個共性
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is basically denial.
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基本上便是否定 。
07:25
When I went home that night after getting my tattoo,
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那天我繡了紋身回家,
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I basically stayed up all night.
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我一夜沒睡 。
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And for the first several hours,
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在一開始的幾個小時中,
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there was exactly one thought in my head.
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在我腦中就只有一個想法 。
07:34
And the thought was,
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那就是
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"Make it go away!"
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「弄走它吧! 」
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This is an unbelievably primitive emotional response.
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就是這樣的難以置信的原始感情回應 。
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I mean, it's right up there with, "I want my mommy!"
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很直接的就是, 「 我想要我的媽媽」!
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We're not trying to solve the problem.
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我們並不是在想著如何解決問題 。
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We're not trying to understand how the problem came about.
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我們也不是在明白問題是從哪裡來的 。
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We just want it to vanish.
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我們就只是想讓它消失 。
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The second characteristic component of regret
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第二個很典型的後悔成份
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is a sense of bewilderment.
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就是迷亂的感覺 。
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So the other thing I thought about there in my bedroom that night
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然後那晚我在我房裡想的第二件事情就是
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was, "How could I have done that?
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「 我是怎麼會做這個的?
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What was I thinking?"
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我當時在想些什麽呢?」
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This real sense of alienation
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這是種把我們從
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from the part of us that made a decision we regret.
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令我們後悔的決定分離出來的感覺 。
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We can't identify with that part.
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我們不想認同那個部份 。
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We don't understand that part.
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我們不想理解這部份 。
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And we certainly don't have any empathy for that part --
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我們甚至對這份沒有任何換位思考。
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which explains the third consistent component of regret,
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這就解釋了接下來的第三點,
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which is an intense desire to punish ourselves.
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那就是強烈的對自己的懲罰感。
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That's why, in the face of our regret,
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這就是爲什麽當我們面對自己的後悔時,
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the thing we consistently say is, "I could have kicked myself."
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我們總喜歡說一句話: 「 我真該踢自己一腳。」
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The fourth component here
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第四個成份
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is that regret is what psychologists call perseverative.
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就是心理學上的執拗 。
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To perseverate means to focus obsessively and repeatedly
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執拗就是強迫自己不斷地
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on the exact same thing.
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關注同一件事情 。
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Now the effect of perseveration
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執拗的效果就是
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is to basically take these first three components of regret
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把後悔的前三個效果
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and put them on an infinite loop.
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組合在一起然後變成一個無限的循環 。
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So it's not that I sat there in my bedroom that night,
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那晚我並不是坐在我臥室
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thinking, "Make it go away."
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想著:「 讓那玩意消失 。」
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It's that I sat there and I thought,
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而我是在這裡想著,
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"Make it go away. Make it go away.
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「 讓那東西消失消失
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Make it go away. Make it go away."
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消失消失」。
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So if you look at the psychological literature,
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當你在看心理學作品時,
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these are the four consistent defining components of regret.
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這就是定義後悔的四個部份 。
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But I want to suggest that there's also a fifth one.
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但是我想說這裡還有第五個 。
09:06
And I think of this
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而且我認為
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as a kind of existential wake-up call.
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這是一種存在感的喚醒警訊 。
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That night in my apartment,
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那天夜我在公寓裡,
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after I got done kicking myself and so forth,
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在我踢打完我自己諸如此類後,
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I lay in bed for a long time,
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我在床上躺了很長時間,
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and I thought about skin grafts.
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我有想過皮膚移植 。
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And then I thought about how,
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就開始想如何弄到這筆錢呢
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much as travel insurance doesn't cover acts of God,
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但是就像旅行保險無法包括天災
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probably my health insurance did not cover acts of idiocy.
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同樣我的醫療保險也不可能為我的愚蠢買單
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In point of fact, no insurance covers acts of idiocy.
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再說 也不可能有保險會擔保愚蠢的行為
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The whole point of acts of idiocy
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所以得愚蠢的行為
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is that they leave you totally uninsured;
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他們一定都是完全無保的
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they leave you exposed to the world
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它們讓你暴露在這個大世界中
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and exposed to your own vulnerability and fallibility
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暴露你的軟弱你的愚笨
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in face of, frankly, a fairly indifferent universe.
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坦白地說就是暴露這個相當冷漠的世界
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This is obviously an incredibly painful experience.
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這很顯然是很難受的經歷
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And I think it's particularly painful for us now in the West
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並且在現在這個被
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in the grips of what I sometimes think of
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Control-Z文化所包裹的世界中
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as a Control-Z culture --
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這種經歷將更加痛心
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Control-Z like the computer command,
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Control-Z就是電腦指令
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undo.
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撤銷
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We're incredibly used to not having to face
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雖然難以置信但是我們都用它
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life's hard realities, in a certain sense.
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從某種程度中逃避現實中的艱難
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We think we can throw money at the problem
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我們想我們可以用錢解決問題
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or throw technology at the problem --
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或者用技術去解決
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we can undo and unfriend
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我們可以撤銷 撤銷人與人間的關係
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and unfollow.
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可以取消關注
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And the problem is that there are certain things that happen in life
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但是問題是生活中是有著
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that we desperately want to change
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我們十分想改變
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and we cannot.
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我們無法改變的事情
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Sometimes instead of Control-Z,
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就因這樣我們會用
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we actually have zero control.
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歸零來代替撤銷
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And for those of us who are control freaks and perfectionists --
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這樣的代替對那些控制癖和完美主義者
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and I know where of I speak --
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是非常痛苦的
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this is really hard,
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因為我就是那種人
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because we want to do everything ourselves and we want to do it right.
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因為我們一直希望我們自己做每件事並且都做好
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Now there is a case to be made
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但是這樣的情況就出現可
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that control freaks and perfectionists should not get tattoos,
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一個控制癖完美主義者是不應該去繡紋身的
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and I'm going to return to that point in a few minutes.
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爲什麽就不說了
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But first I want to say
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我現在想說的是
10:52
that the intensity and persistence
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後悔中的那些我們經歷的
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with which we experience these emotional components of regret
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感情的強度
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is obviously going to vary
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很明顯是根據
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depending on the specific thing that we're feeling regretful about.
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我們到底為什麽而後悔而變得
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So for instance, here's one of my favorite
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比如 這是我最愛的
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automatic generators of regret in modern life.
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現代社會的後悔產生器
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(Laughter)
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（笑）
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Text: Relpy to all.
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文本：答覆給所有
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And the amazing thing
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然後驚奇的是
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about this really insidious technological innovation
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這個暗中為害的技術發明
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is that even just with this one thing,
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還真的讓我們體驗了不少後悔
11:19
we can experience a huge range of regret.
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僅僅是這一個
11:22
You can accidentally hit "reply all" to an email
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你可能寫電郵時一不小心就點了這個鍵
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and torpedo a relationship.
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然後毀了一個人與你之間的關係
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Or you can just have an incredibly embarrassing day at work.
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後者那天工作的時候將非常尷尬
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Or you can have your last day at work.
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或者今天就是你在職的最後一天
11:35
And this doesn't even touch
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但是這些並沒有
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on the really profound regrets of a life.
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和我們那些影響深遠的悔恨沾邊
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Because of course, sometimes we do make decisions
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因為很顯然 我們偶爾會做一些
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that have irrevocable and terrible consequences,
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導致不可原諒的糟糕後果的決定
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either for our own or for other people's
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可能是對自己也可能是對別人
11:49
health and happiness and livelihoods,
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的健康幸福或生活環境
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and in the very worst case scenario, even their lives.
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可能更糟的是危害了他們的生命
11:55
Now obviously, those kinds of regrets
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明顯的這些後悔
11:58
are incredibly piercing and enduring.
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將會是難以置信的刺痛和持久
12:02
I mean, even the stupid "reply all" regrets
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甚至是這小小的 答覆全部帶來的後悔
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can leave us in a fit of excruciating agony for days.
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都可能讓我們煩惱幾天
12:10
So how are we supposed to live with this?
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那麼這樣我們又如何能與它一同生活
12:13
I want to suggest that there's three things
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應該有三件事是能幫我們
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that help us to make our peace with regret.
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在遇到後悔時平靜下來的
12:18
And the first of these
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第一就是
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is to take some comfort in its universality.
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我們可以從它的普遍性中得到安慰
12:24
If you Google regret and tattoo,
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假如你Google一下後悔和紋身兩個關鍵字
12:28
you will get 11.5 million hits.
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你將會有1.15千萬的結果
12:30
(Laughter)
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（笑）
12:32
The FDA estimates
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FDA統計
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that of all the Americans who have tattoos,
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所有繡了紋身的美國人
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17 percent of us regret getting them.
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有百分之17都很後悔
12:39
That is Johnny Depp and me
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其中就是 強尼德普和我
12:41
and our seven million friends.
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和7百萬美國人
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And that's just regret about tattoos.
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我們在為紋身後悔時
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We are all in this together.
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我們是在一起的
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The second way that we can help make our peace with regret
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第二種方法然我們面對後悔平靜一點的是
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is to laugh at ourselves.
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自我諷刺
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Now in my case, this really wasn't a problem,
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我感覺 這真的不難
12:57
because it's actually very easy to laugh at yourself
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因為自己罵下自己是很簡單的事情
13:00
when you're 29 years old and you want your mommy
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當你29歲了還要因為
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because you don't like your new tattoo.
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你不喜歡你的新紋身而找媽媽
13:05
But it might seem like a kind of cruel or glib suggestion
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但是這樣的嘲笑可能在碰到嚴重的後悔時
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when it comes to these more profound regrets.
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會變成一種殘酷滑頭的辯解
13:12
I don't think that's the case though.
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但我不認我
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All of us who've experienced regret
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我們每個經歷過真正的
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that contains real pain and real grief
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包含真的痛苦和悲哀的後悔
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understand that humor and even black humor
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都是明白的幽默 甚至是黑色幽默
13:25
plays a crucial role in helping us survive.
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真的能幫我們挺過去
13:28
It connects the poles of our lives back together,
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他把我們生活中的兩極連在了一起
13:30
the positive and the negative,
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正極和負極
13:32
and it sends a little current of life back into us.
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然後輸回了一點生命的力量給我們
13:36
The third way that I think we can help make our peace with regret
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第三個能幫我們平靜的面對後悔的
13:39
is through the passage of time,
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就是靠著時間的流逝
13:42
which, as we know, heals all wounds --
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時間我們都懂了 能治好所有的傷口
13:44
except for tattoos, which are permanent.
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除了紋身 那是永久的
13:48
So it's been several years
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但現在離我繡上紋身
13:50
since I got my own tattoo.
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已經有幾年了
13:54
And do you guys just want to see it?
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你們想看一下嗎
13:58
All right.
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行啊
14:00
Actually, you know what, I should warn you,
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但是我要說的是
14:03
you're going to be disappointed.
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你們應該會失望的
14:05
Because it's actually not that hideous.
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因為它並不是太嚇人
14:08
I didn't tattoo Marilyn Manson's face
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我並沒有繡上瑪麗蓮曼森的臉
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on some indiscreet part of myself or something.
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在不檢點的地方
14:13
When other people see my tattoo,
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當其他人看我紋身時
14:15
for the most part they like how it looks.
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他們都還是比較喜歡
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It's just that I don't like how it looks.
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只不過是我不喜歡
14:19
And as I said earlier, I'm a perfectionist.
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我之前也說過我是一個完美主義者
14:22
But I'll let you see it anyway.
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我還是會讓你們看
14:29
This is my tattoo.
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這是我的紋身
14:33
I can guess what some of you are thinking.
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我能猜到你們可能在想（這不錯）
14:36
So let me reassure you about something.
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但是我也想告訴你們
14:39
Some of your own regrets
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你的某些後悔
14:41
are also not as ugly as you think they are.
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可能真的並不像你們想的那樣
14:45
I got this tattoo
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我繡上這個紋身
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because I spent most of my 20s
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是因為20多歲這段時間
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living outside the country and traveling.
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一直在別的國家居住旅遊
14:51
And when I came and settled in New York afterward,
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當我來到紐約居住下來的時候
14:53
I was worried that I would forget
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我生怕自己會忘記
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some of the most important lessons that I learned during that time.
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我從當中學到的重要的事
14:58
Specifically the two things I learned about myself
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特別是兩點關於我自己的
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that I most didn't want to forget
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特別不想忘記
15:03
was how important it felt to keep exploring
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就是不斷冒險的重要
15:06
and, simultaneously, how important it is
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和同時不斷的尋找
15:09
to somehow keep an eye on your own true north.
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你自己的重要
15:12
And what I loved about this image of the compass
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然後我喜歡這個羅盤圖像就在於
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was that I felt like it encapsulated both of these ideas
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它包含了這兩種想法
15:16
in one simple image.
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在一張圖裏面
15:19
And I thought it might serve as a kind of permanent mnemonic device.
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我也認為它可能作為一種永遠的幫我回憶的道具
15:23
Well it did.
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好吧 它真的做到了
15:25
But it turns out, it doesn't remind me of the thing I thought it would;
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但是 卻不是我希望記住的東西
15:28
it reminds me constantly of something else instead.
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而是讓我不斷記住了別的事情
15:32
It actually reminds me
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它提醒我
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of the most important lesson regret can teach us,
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後悔能教導我的事
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which is also one of the most important lessons life teaches us.
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同樣的也是生活教我的重要課程
15:40
And ironically, I think it's probably the single most important thing
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但是諷刺的是 我又在想可能
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I possibly could have tattooed onto my body --
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能在我身上繡上的紋身--
15:46
partly as a writer,
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作為一個作家
15:48
but also just as a human being.
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更可能是作為一個普通人
15:50
Here's the thing,
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就這這個了
15:54
if we have goals
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假如我們有目標
15:56
and dreams,
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有理想
15:58
and we want to do our best,
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我們想要做的更好
16:02
and if we love people
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同時我們愛我們的鄰居
16:04
and we don't want to hurt them or lose them,
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我們不想失去或傷害他們
16:06
we should feel pain when things go wrong.
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我們就應該為我們的過錯傷心
16:10
The point isn't to live without any regrets.
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我們要做的不是無悔
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The point is to not hate ourselves for having them.
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不是討厭有遺憾的人生
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The lesson that I ultimately learned from my tattoo
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我最終從我紋身中明白的是
16:20
and that I want to leave you with today
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同時也是今天想跟你們說的
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is this:
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就是這個
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We need to learn to love
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我們應該學會
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the flawed, imperfect things
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去愛上那些我們創造的
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that we create
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不完美的有瑕疵的東西
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and to forgive ourselves for creating them.
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并學會原諒創造了那些東西的我們
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Regret doesn't remind us that we did badly.
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後悔並不是提醒我們 我們有多差勁
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It reminds us that we know we can do better.
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而是提醒我們 我們能做的更好
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Thank you.
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謝謝
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(Applause)
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ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Kathryn Schulz - WrongologistKathryn Schulz is a staff writer for the New Yorker and is the author of "Being Wrong: Adventures in the Margin of Error."
Why you should listen
Kathryn Schulz is a journalist, author, and public speaker with a credible (if not necessarily enviable) claim to being the world's leading wrongologist. She is the author of Being Wrong: Adventures in the Margin of Error. She was previously the book critic for New York Magazine; her writing has also appeared in the New York Times Magazine, Rolling Stone, TIME Magazine, the Boston Globe, the "Freakonomics" blog of The New York Times, The Nation, Foreign Policy, and the New York Times Book Review, among other publications. She is the former editor of the online environmental magazine Grist, and a former reporter and editor for The Santiago Times, of Santiago, Chile, where she covered environmental, labor, and human rights issues. She was a 2004 recipient of the Pew Fellowship in International Journalism (now the International Reporting Project), and has reported from throughout Central and South America, Japan, and, most recently, the Middle East. A graduate of Brown University and a former Ohioan, Oregonian and Brooklynite, she currently lives in New York's Hudson Valley.
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