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Shonda Rhimes: My year of saying yes to everything
Shonda Rhimes: Godina u kojoj sam svemu rekla da
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Shonda Rhimes, titan iza Grey's Anatomy, Scandal i How to Get Away With Murder, odgovorna je za nekih 70 sati na televiziji tijekom sezone i ona voli raditi. "Kad se zadubim u posao, ne postoji nijedan drugi osjećaj", kaže. Čak ima i naziv za ovaj osjećaj: zujanje. Zujanje je droga, glazba, Božji šapat u njezino uho. No, što se dogodi kad ono prestane? Je li ona više od samog zujanja? U ovom motivirajućem govoru, pridružite se Rhimes na putu kroz godinu u kojoj je svemu rekla da i saznajte kako je ponovno vratila svoje zujanje.
Shonda Rhimes - Writer, producer
With the runaway success of shows like Scandal and Grey’s Anatomy, Shonda Rhimes has become one of Hollywood’s most powerful icons. Full bio
With the runaway success of shows like Scandal and Grey’s Anatomy, Shonda Rhimes has become one of Hollywood’s most powerful icons. Full bio
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00:12
So a while ago, I tried an experiment.
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Nedavno sam pokušala jedan eksperiment.
00:16
For one year, I would say yes
to all the things that scared me.
to all the things that scared me.
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Godinu dana ću govoriti DA
svemu što me plaši.
svemu što me plaši.
00:20
Anything that made me nervous,
took me out of my comfort zone,
took me out of my comfort zone,
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Svemu što me čini nervoznom,
što me izvlači iz sigurne zone.
što me izvlači iz sigurne zone.
00:24
I forced myself to say yes to.
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Prisilila sam se da kažem "da".
00:26
Did I want to speak in public?
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Želim li govoriti u javnosti?
00:28
No, but yes.
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Ne, ali da.
00:30
Did I want to be on live TV?
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Želim li uživo biti na TV-u?
00:32
No, but yes.
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Ne, ali da.
00:34
Did I want to try acting?
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Želim li probati glumiti?
00:36
No, no, no, but yes, yes, yes.
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Ne, ne, ne, ali, da, da, da.
00:39
And a crazy thing happened:
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I dogodila se luda stvar:
00:41
the very act of doing
the thing that scared me
the thing that scared me
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samim time što sam radila
ono čega sam se bojala
ono čega sam se bojala
00:44
undid the fear,
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uklonila sam strah,
00:45
made it not scary.
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učinila sam da
više nije strašno.
više nije strašno.
00:47
My fear of public speaking,
my social anxiety, poof, gone.
my social anxiety, poof, gone.
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Moj strah od javnog govora,
socijalna anksioznost, puf - nestalo je.
socijalna anksioznost, puf - nestalo je.
00:52
It's amazing, the power of one word.
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Zapanjujuća je moć jedne riječi.
00:55
"Yes" changed my life.
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"Da" je promijenilo moj život.
00:57
"Yes" changed me.
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"Da" je promijenilo mene.
00:59
But there was one particular yes
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No, dogodilo se jedno određeno "da"
01:01
that affected my life
in the most profound way,
in the most profound way,
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koje je promijenilo moj život
na najdublji mogući način,
na najdublji mogući način,
01:04
in a way I never imagined,
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na način koji nisam mogla ni zamisliti
01:06
and it started with a question
from my toddler.
from my toddler.
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i došao je od pitanja koje mi je
postavilo moje dijete.
postavilo moje dijete.
01:10
I have these three amazing daughters,
Harper, Beckett and Emerson,
Harper, Beckett and Emerson,
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Imam tri divne kćeri,
Harper, Beckett i Emerson,
Harper, Beckett i Emerson,
01:13
and Emerson is a toddler who inexplicably
refers to everyone as "honey."
refers to everyone as "honey."
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i Emerson je tek prohodala, a
svima se obraća sa "dušo",
svima se obraća sa "dušo",
01:17
as though she's a Southern waitress.
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kao da je južnjačka konobarica.
01:19
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
01:20
"Honey, I'm gonna need some milk
for my sippy cup."
for my sippy cup."
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"Dušo, treba mi mlijeko za moju bocu."
01:23
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
01:24
The Southern waitress asked me
to play with her one evening
to play with her one evening
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Južnjačka konobarica zamolila me
da se igram s njom jedne večeri
da se igram s njom jedne večeri
01:28
when I was on my way somewhere,
and I said, "Yes."
and I said, "Yes."
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upravo kad sam se spremala otići,
ali rekla sam "da".
ali rekla sam "da".
01:30
And that yes was the beginning
of a new way of life for my family.
of a new way of life for my family.
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I to "da" bilo je početak novog
načina života za moju obitelj.
načina života za moju obitelj.
01:35
I made a vow that from now on,
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Zavjetovala sam se da ću odsad nadalje,
01:37
every time one of my children
asks me to play,
asks me to play,
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kad god me jedno od moje djece
pita da se igramo
pita da se igramo
01:39
no matter what I'm doing
or where I'm going,
or where I'm going,
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bez obzira što radila ili kamo išla,
01:41
I say yes, every single time.
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reći "da", svaki put.
01:46
Almost. I'm not perfect at it,
but I try hard to practice it.
but I try hard to practice it.
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Skoro. Nisam savršena u tome,
ali trudim se to prakticirati.
ali trudim se to prakticirati.
01:49
And it's had a magical effect on me,
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I imalo je magičan utjecaj na mene,
01:52
on my children, on our family.
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na moju djecu i našu obitelj.
01:55
But it's also had a stunning side effect,
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No, imalo je i još jedan
zadivljujući efekt
zadivljujući efekt
01:58
and it wasn't until recently
that I fully understood it,
that I fully understood it,
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koji nisam razumjela donedavno.
02:02
that I understood that saying yes
to playing with my children
to playing with my children
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Nisam razumjela da sam time
što sam govorila "da" igranju s djecom
što sam govorila "da" igranju s djecom
02:05
likely saved my career.
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spasila svoju karijeru.
02:08
See, I have what most people
would call a dream job.
would call a dream job.
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Vidite, bavim se onim što bi većina ljudi
nazvala "posao iz snova".
nazvala "posao iz snova".
02:11
I'm a writer. I imagine.
I make stuff up for a living.
I make stuff up for a living.
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Spisateljica sam. Maštam.
Maštom zarađujem za život.
Maštom zarađujem za život.
02:14
Dream job.
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Posao iz snova.
02:16
No.
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Ne.
02:17
I'm a titan.
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Titan sam.
02:19
Dream job.
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Posao iz snova.
02:20
I create television.
I executive produce television.
I executive produce television.
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Stvaram televiziju.
Izvršna sam producentica.
Izvršna sam producentica.
02:23
I make television,
a great deal of television.
a great deal of television.
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Televiziju činim itekakvom televizijom.
02:26
In one way or another, this TV season,
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Bilo kako bilo, ove televizijske sezone
02:28
I'm responsible for bringing about
70 hours of programming to the world.
70 hours of programming to the world.
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odgovorna sam za stvaranje
70 sati programa za cijeli svijet.
70 sati programa za cijeli svijet.
02:31
Four television programs,
70 hours of TV --
70 hours of TV --
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Četiri televizijska programa,
70 sati TV-a
70 sati TV-a
02:33
(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
02:34
Three shows in production
at a time, sometimes four.
at a time, sometimes four.
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Tri serije u produkciji,
ponekad - četiri.
ponekad - četiri.
02:37
Each show creates hundreds of jobs
that didn't exist before.
that didn't exist before.
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Svaka serija stvara stotine poslova
koji prije nisu postojali.
koji prije nisu postojali.
02:40
The budget for one episode
of network television
of network television
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Budžet za jednu epizodu
televizijske serije
televizijske serije
02:42
can be anywhere
from three to six million dollars.
from three to six million dollars.
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može se kretati od
3 do 6 milijuna dolara.
3 do 6 milijuna dolara.
02:45
Let's just say five.
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Recimo, u prosjeku 5.
02:46
A new episode made every nine days
times four shows,
times four shows,
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Jedna epizoda svakih 9 dana
puta 4 serije
puta 4 serije
02:49
so every nine days that's
20 million dollars worth of television,
20 million dollars worth of television,
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znači da svakih 9 dana odnosi
20 milijuna dolara vrijednosti,
20 milijuna dolara vrijednosti,
02:52
four television programs, 70 hours of TV,
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4 televizijska programa, 70 sati na TV-u,
02:54
three shows in production at a time,
sometimes four,
sometimes four,
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3 serije u trenutnoj produkciji,
ponekad 4,
ponekad 4,
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16 episodes going on at all times:
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16 epizoda u tijeku
u svako vrijeme:
u svako vrijeme:
02:58
24 episodes of "Grey's,"
21 episodes of "Scandal,"
21 episodes of "Scandal,"
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24 epizode "Grey's Anatomy",
21 "Scandal",
21 "Scandal",
03:00
15 episodes of
"How To Get Away With Murder,"
"How To Get Away With Murder,"
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15 epizoda "How To Get Away With Murder",
03:03
10 episodes of "The Catch,"
that's 70 hours of TV,
that's 70 hours of TV,
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10 epizoda "The Catch",
to je 70 sati na TV-u,
to je 70 sati na TV-u,
03:05
that's 350 million dollars for a season.
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to je 350 milijuna dolara po sezoni.
03:07
In America, my television shows
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U Americi, moje serije
03:09
are back to back to back
on Thursday night.
on Thursday night.
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emitiraju se četvrtkom navečer.
03:11
Around the world, my shows air
in 256 territories in 67 languages
in 256 territories in 67 languages
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Širom svijeta, moje serije prikazuju se
na 256 teritorija i na 67 jezika
na 256 teritorija i na 67 jezika
03:14
for an audience of 30 million people.
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za publiku od 30 milijuna ljudi.
03:16
My brain is global,
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Moj je mozak globalan,
03:18
and 45 hours of that 70 hours of TV
are shows I personally created
are shows I personally created
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i 45 od tih 70 sati na TV-u
stvorila sam ja osobno,
stvorila sam ja osobno,
03:22
and not just produced,
so on top of everything else,
so on top of everything else,
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i to ne samo produkciju,
pa povrh svega ostalog
pa povrh svega ostalog
03:24
I need to find time,
real quiet, creative time,
real quiet, creative time,
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moram pronaći vrijeme,
uistinu tiho, kreativno vrijeme
uistinu tiho, kreativno vrijeme
03:28
to gather my fans around the campfire
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da okupim obožavatelje
oko logorske vatre
oko logorske vatre
03:30
and tell my stories.
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i ispričam svoje priče.
03:32
Four television programs, 70 hours of TV,
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Četiri televizijska programa,
70 sati na TV-u,
70 sati na TV-u,
03:34
three shows in production at a time,
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tri serije u trenutnoj produkciji,
03:35
sometimes four, 350 million dollars,
campfires burning all over the world.
campfires burning all over the world.
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ponekad četiri, 350 milijuna dolara,
logorske vatre po cijelom svijetu.
logorske vatre po cijelom svijetu.
03:40
You know who else is doing that?
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Znate li tko to još radi?
03:42
Nobody, so like I said, I'm a titan.
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Nitko. Pa kako sam i rekla -
ja sam titan.
ja sam titan.
03:45
Dream job.
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Posao iz snova.
03:46
(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
03:48
Now, I don't tell you this to impress you.
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Naime, ne govorim vam ovo
da vas zadivim.
da vas zadivim.
03:50
I tell you this because I know what you
think of when you hear the word "writer."
think of when you hear the word "writer."
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Govorim vam ovo zato što znam
što pomislite kad čujete "spisateljica".
što pomislite kad čujete "spisateljica".
03:54
I tell you this so that all of you
out there who work so hard,
out there who work so hard,
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Govorim vam ovo kako biste
me svi vi koji naporno radite,
me svi vi koji naporno radite,
03:57
whether you run a company
or a country or a classroom
or a country or a classroom
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bilo da vodite tvrtku,
državu ili učionicu,
državu ili učionicu,
04:00
or a store or a home,
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trgovinu ili dom,
04:03
take me seriously
when I talk about working,
when I talk about working,
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shvatili ozbiljno
kad govorim o poslu,
kad govorim o poslu,
04:06
so you'll get that I don't
peck at a computer and imagine all day,
peck at a computer and imagine all day,
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kako biste shvatili da ne buljim
u računalo i ne maštam cijeli dan,
u računalo i ne maštam cijeli dan,
04:10
so you'll hear me when I say
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kako biste me čuli kad kažem
04:12
that I understand that a dream job
is not about dreaming.
is not about dreaming.
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da shvaćam da posao iz snova
nije sanjarenje.
nije sanjarenje.
04:16
It's all job, all work, all reality,
all blood, all sweat, no tears.
all blood, all sweat, no tears.
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Sve je to posao, rad, stvarnost,
krv, znoj i bez suza.
krv, znoj i bez suza.
04:21
I work a lot, very hard, and I love it.
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Puno radim, naporno, ali ja to volim.
04:25
When I'm hard at work,
when I'm deep in it,
when I'm deep in it,
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Kad se zadubim u svoj posao,
04:28
there is no other feeling.
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ne postoji nijedan drugi osjećaj.
04:30
For me, my work is at all times
building a nation out of thin air.
building a nation out of thin air.
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Za mene, moj je posao u svakom trenutku
građenje nacije iz ničega.
građenje nacije iz ničega.
04:34
It is manning the troops.
It is painting a canvas.
It is painting a canvas.
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Popunjavanje trupa,
slikanje na platnu.
slikanje na platnu.
04:37
It is hitting every high note.
It is running a marathon.
It is running a marathon.
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Pogađanje svake visoke note,
trčanje maratona.
trčanje maratona.
04:39
It is being Beyoncé.
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To znači biti Beyoncé.
04:41
And it is all of those things
at the same time.
at the same time.
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I sve to u isto vrijeme.
04:44
I love working.
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Volim raditi.
04:46
It is creative and mechanical
and exhausting and exhilarating
and exhausting and exhilarating
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Kreativno je i mehaničko
i iscrpljujuće i stimulirajuće
i iscrpljujuće i stimulirajuće
04:49
and hilarious and disturbing
and clinical and maternal
and clinical and maternal
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i smiješno i ometajuće
i kliničko i majčinski
i kliničko i majčinski
04:52
and cruel and judicious,
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i zlobno i razumno,
04:53
and what makes it all so good is the hum.
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a ono što to sve čini dobrim je zujanje.
04:57
There is some kind of shift inside me
when the work gets good.
when the work gets good.
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Postoji neki pokret unutar mene
kada posao postane dobar.
kada posao postane dobar.
05:00
A hum begins in my brain,
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Zujanje započne u mom mozgu
05:02
and it grows and it grows
and that hum sounds like the open road,
and that hum sounds like the open road,
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i raste i raste,
a zvuči kao cesta na otvorenom,
a zvuči kao cesta na otvorenom,
05:06
and I could drive it forever.
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po kojoj bih mogla voziti zauvijek.
05:09
And a lot of people,
when I try to explain the hum,
when I try to explain the hum,
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Puno ljudi, kada im
pokušam objasniti to zujanje,
pokušam objasniti to zujanje,
05:12
they assume that I'm talking
about the writing,
about the writing,
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pomisle da govorim o pisanju,
05:14
that my writing brings me joy.
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da me pisanje usrećuje.
05:16
And don't get me wrong, it does.
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Nemojte me krivo shvatiti,
usrećuje me.
usrećuje me.
05:19
But the hum --
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Ali zujanje --
05:21
it wasn't until I started
making television
making television
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nije postojalo prije
rada na televiziji.
rada na televiziji.
05:23
that I started working, working and making
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Tada sam počela raditi, raditi i stvarati
05:25
and building and creating
and collaborating,
and collaborating,
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i graditi i kreirati
i surađivati,
i surađivati,
05:28
that I discovered this thing,
this buzz, this rush, this hum.
this buzz, this rush, this hum.
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tada sam to otkrila,
taj bzz, juriš, zujanje.
taj bzz, juriš, zujanje.
05:33
The hum is more than writing.
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Zujanje je više od pisanja.
05:35
The hum is action and activity.
The hum is a drug.
The hum is a drug.
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Zujanje je čin i aktivnost.
Zujanje je droga.
Zujanje je droga.
05:39
The hum is music.
The hum is light and air.
The hum is light and air.
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Zujanje je glazba.
Ono je svjetlost i zrak.
Ono je svjetlost i zrak.
05:41
The hum is God's whisper right in my ear.
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Zujanje je Božji šapat u moje uho.
05:45
And when you have a hum like that,
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I kada to doživite,
05:48
you can't help but strive for greatness.
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ne možete ništa osim
težiti prema veličini.
težiti prema veličini.
05:50
That feeling, you can't help
but strive for greatness at any cost.
but strive for greatness at any cost.
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Taj osjećaj, da možete samo težiti
prema nečem velikom pod svaku cijenu.
prema nečem velikom pod svaku cijenu.
05:56
That's called the hum.
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To se zove zujanje.
05:58
Or, maybe it's called being a workaholic.
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Ili se možda zove "biti radoholičar".
06:01
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
06:03
Maybe it's called genius.
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Možda se zove genij.
06:06
Maybe it's called ego.
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Možda se zove ego.
06:08
Maybe it's just fear of failure.
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Možda je to samo strah od neuspjeha.
06:11
I don't know.
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Ne znam.
06:13
I just know that
I'm not built for failure,
I'm not built for failure,
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Samo znam da nisam stvorena za neuspjeh
06:17
and I just know that I love the hum.
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i znam da volim to zujanje.
06:19
I just know that I want
to tell you I'm a titan,
to tell you I'm a titan,
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Samo znam da vam želim reći
da sam ja titan.
da sam ja titan.
06:22
and I know that
I don't want to question it.
I don't want to question it.
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I znam da to ne želim preispitivati.
06:24
But here's the thing:
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Ali u ovome je stvar:
06:27
the more successful I become,
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što sam uspješnija,
06:28
the more shows, the more episodes,
the more barriers broken,
the more barriers broken,
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što je više serija i epizoda,
što je više srušenih barijera,
što je više srušenih barijera,
06:32
the more work there is to do,
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što je više posla za napraviti,
06:34
the more balls in the air,
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zadataka i odgovornosti,
06:36
the more eyes on me,
the more history stares,
the more history stares,
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očiju uprtih u mene,
pogleda iz prošlosti,
pogleda iz prošlosti,
06:38
the more expectations there are.
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to je i više očekivanja.
06:41
The more I work to be successful,
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Što više radim da bih bila uspješnija,
06:43
the more I need to work.
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to više moram raditi.
06:45
And what did I say about work?
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A što sam ono rekla o poslu?
06:47
I love working, right?
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Volim raditi, zar ne?
06:49
The nation I'm building,
the marathon I'm running,
the marathon I'm running,
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Nacija koju gradim,
maraton koji trčim,
maraton koji trčim,
06:52
the troops, the canvas,
the high note, the hum,
the high note, the hum,
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trupe, platna,
visoka nota, zujanje,
visoka nota, zujanje,
06:54
the hum, the hum.
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zujanje, zujanje.
06:56
I like that hum. I love that hum.
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Sviđa mi se zujanje. Volim ga.
06:58
I need that hum. I am that hum.
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Potrebno mi je zujanje. Ja sam to zujanje.
07:01
Am I nothing but that hum?
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Zar nisam ništa osim tog zujanja?
07:05
And then the hum stopped.
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I tada je zujanje prestalo.
07:07
Overworked, overused,
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Premorena, prezaposlena,
07:10
overdone, burned out.
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prezasićena, pregorjela.
07:11
The hum stopped.
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Zujanje je prestalo.
07:15
Now, my three daughters
are used to the truth
are used to the truth
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A sada, moje tri kćeri
navikle su se na činjenicu
navikle su se na činjenicu
07:17
that their mother
is a single working titan.
is a single working titan.
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da je njihova majka
jedan radni titan.
jedan radni titan.
07:20
Harper tells people,
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Harper kaže ljudima,
07:21
"My mom won't be there,
but you can text my nanny."
but you can text my nanny."
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"Moja mama neće doći,
ali možete kontaktirati moju dadilju."
ali možete kontaktirati moju dadilju."
07:25
And Emerson says, "Honey,
I'm wanting to go to ShondaLand."
I'm wanting to go to ShondaLand."
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I Emerson kaže: "Dušo, želim
ići u ShondaLand."
ići u ShondaLand."
07:29
They're children of a titan.
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One su djeca jedne titanice.
07:31
They're baby titans.
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One su bebe titani.
07:33
They were 12, 3, and 1
when the hum stopped.
when the hum stopped.
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Imale su 12, 3 i 1 godinu
kada je zujanje prestalo.
kada je zujanje prestalo.
07:37
The hum of the engine died.
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Zujanje motora se ugasilo.
07:39
I stopped loving work.
I couldn't restart the engine.
I couldn't restart the engine.
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Prestala sam voljeti posao.
Nisam mogla pokrenuti motor.
Nisam mogla pokrenuti motor.
07:42
The hum would not come back.
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Zujanje se nije htjelo vratiti.
07:44
My hum was broken.
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Bilo je slomljeno.
07:47
I was doing the same things
I always did, all the same titan work,
I always did, all the same titan work,
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Radila sam stvari koje sam oduvijek
radila, isti titanski posao.
radila, isti titanski posao.
07:51
15-hour days, working
straight through the weekends,
straight through the weekends,
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15 sati dnevno,
rad vikendom,
rad vikendom,
07:53
no regrets, never surrender,
a titan never sleeps, a titan never quits,
a titan never sleeps, a titan never quits,
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bez žaljenja, bez predaje, titan
nikad ne spava i nikad se ne predaje,
nikad ne spava i nikad se ne predaje,
07:57
full hearts, clear eyes, yada, whatever.
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puno srce, bistre oči, štogod.
08:00
But there was no hum.
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Ali nije bilo zujanja.
08:02
Inside me was silence.
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Unutar mene nalazila se tišina.
08:06
Four television programs, 70 hours of TV,
three shows in production at a time,
three shows in production at a time,
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4 programa, 70 sati na TV-u,
tri serije u trenutnoj produkciji,
tri serije u trenutnoj produkciji,
08:09
sometimes four.
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ponekad četiri.
08:11
Four television programs, 70 hours of TV,
three shows in production at a time ...
three shows in production at a time ...
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4 programa, 70 sati na TV-u,
tri serije u trenutnoj produkciji...
tri serije u trenutnoj produkciji...
08:14
I was the perfect titan.
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Bila sam savršeni titan.
08:17
I was a titan you could
take home to your mother.
take home to your mother.
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Bila sam titan kojeg biste
odveli kući svojoj majci.
odveli kući svojoj majci.
08:20
All the colors were the same,
and I was no longer having any fun.
and I was no longer having any fun.
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Sve su boje postale iste
i više se nisam zabavljala.
i više se nisam zabavljala.
08:24
And it was my life.
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I na to se sveo moj život.
08:26
It was all I did.
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Sve što sam radila.
08:28
I was the hum, and the hum was me.
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Ja sam bila to zujanje i
ono je bilo ja.
ono je bilo ja.
08:31
So what do you do when the thing you do,
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I što učiniti kad ono što radiš,
08:34
the work you love,
starts to taste like dust?
starts to taste like dust?
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posao koji voliš,
dobije okus prašine?
dobije okus prašine?
08:37
Now, I know somebody's out there thinking,
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Znam da si netko sad vjerojatno misli,
08:39
"Cry me a river,
stupid writer titan lady."
stupid writer titan lady."
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"Meni su se dogodile i gore stvari,
titanska spisateljico."
titanska spisateljico."
08:42
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
08:44
But you know, you do,
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Znate, ako nešto činite,
08:46
if you make, if you work,
if you love what you do,
if you love what you do,
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ako stvarate, ako radite,
ako volite ono čime se bavite,
ako volite ono čime se bavite,
08:49
being a teacher, being a banker,
being a mother, being a painter,
being a mother, being a painter,
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biti učitelj, bankar, majka, slikar,
08:52
being Bill Gates,
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biti Bill Gates,
08:53
if you simply love another person
and that gives you the hum,
and that gives you the hum,
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ako jednostavno volite drugu osobu
i to vam pruža zujanje,
i to vam pruža zujanje,
08:56
if you know the hum,
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ako vam je ono poznato,
08:58
if you know what the hum feels like,
if you have been to the hum,
if you have been to the hum,
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ako znate kakvog je osjećaja zujanje,
ako ste ga iskusili,
ako ste ga iskusili,
09:02
when the hum stops, who are you?
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tko ste, ako to zujanje stane?
09:06
What are you?
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Što ste?
09:08
What am I?
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Što sam ja?
09:10
Am I still a titan?
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Jesam li još uvijek titan?
09:13
If the song of my heart ceases to play,
can I survive in the silence?
can I survive in the silence?
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Ako pjesma mog srca želi da je se čuje,
mogu li preživjeti u tišini?
mogu li preživjeti u tišini?
09:19
And then my Southern waitress toddler
asks me a question.
asks me a question.
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I tada mi moja djevojčica, južnjačka
konobarica, postavi pitanje.
konobarica, postavi pitanje.
09:23
I'm on my way out the door,
I'm late, and she says,
I'm late, and she says,
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Upravo sam na odlasku,
kasnim, a ona kaže:
kasnim, a ona kaže:
09:27
"Momma, wanna play?"
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"Mama, želiš se igrati?"
09:30
And I'm just about to say no,
when I realize two things.
when I realize two things.
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I namjeravala sam reći ne,
no shvatila sam dvije stvari.
no shvatila sam dvije stvari.
09:34
One, I'm supposed
to say yes to everything,
to say yes to everything,
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Prvo, trebala bih svemu govoriti da.
09:37
and two, my Southern waitress
didn't call me "honey."
didn't call me "honey."
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I drugo, moja južnjačka konobarica
nije me oslovila sa "dušo".
nije me oslovila sa "dušo".
09:41
She's not calling everyone
"honey" anymore.
"honey" anymore.
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Nikoga više ne oslovljava sa "dušo".
09:44
When did that happen?
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Kad se to dogodilo?
09:46
I'm missing it, being a titan
and mourning my hum,
and mourning my hum,
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Propustila sam to dok sam bila titan
i tugovala za zujanjem,
i tugovala za zujanjem,
09:48
and here she is changing
right before my eyes.
right before my eyes.
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a evo nje, mijenja se ispred mojih očiju.
09:52
And so she says, "Momma, wanna play?"
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I tako ona kaže:
"Mama, želiš se igrati?"
"Mama, želiš se igrati?"
09:55
And I say, "Yes."
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I ja kažem "da".
09:58
There's nothing special about it.
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Nema tu ničeg posebnog.
10:00
We play, and we're joined by her sisters,
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Igramo se i pridruže
nam se njezine sestre,
nam se njezine sestre,
10:03
and there's a lot of laughing,
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puno se smijemo,
10:04
and I give a dramatic reading
from the book Everybody Poops.
from the book Everybody Poops.
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a ja dramatično čitam
knjigu "Svi kakaju".
knjigu "Svi kakaju".
10:08
Nothing out of the ordinary.
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Ništa neobično.
10:09
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
10:10
And yet, it is extraordinary,
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Ali opet, to je neobično,
10:13
because in my pain and my panic,
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jer u svoj svojoj boli i panici,
10:15
in the homelessness of my humlessness,
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u beskućništvu i nedostatku zujanja,
10:17
I have nothing to do but pay attention.
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ne mogu ništa osim obratiti pažnju.
10:20
I focus.
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Fokusiram se.
10:22
I am still.
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Mirna sam.
10:24
The nation I'm building,
the marathon I'm running,
the marathon I'm running,
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Nacija koju gradim,
maraton koji trčim,
maraton koji trčim,
10:26
the troops, the canvas,
the high note does not exist.
the high note does not exist.
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trupe, platno i visoka nota
ne postoje.
ne postoje.
10:30
All that exists are sticky fingers
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Sve što postoji su ljepljivi prstići
10:32
and gooey kisses
and tiny voices and crayons
and tiny voices and crayons
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i gnjecave puse
i tihi glasići i bojice
i tihi glasići i bojice
10:35
and that song about letting go
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i pjesma o puštanju
10:37
of whatever it is that Frozen girl
needs to let go of.
needs to let go of.
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onoga što djevojka iz Frozena
već mora pustiti.
već mora pustiti.
10:40
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
10:42
It's all peace and simplicity.
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Sve je u miru i jednostavnosti.
10:45
The air is so rare in this place for me
that I can barely breathe.
that I can barely breathe.
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Zrak je ovdje toliko rijedak
da jedva mogu disati.
da jedva mogu disati.
10:50
I can barely believe I'm breathing.
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Jedva mogu vjerovati da dišem.
10:52
Play is the opposite of work.
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Igranje je u suprotnosti s poslom.
10:56
And I am happy.
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A ja sam sretna.
10:58
Something in me loosens.
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Nešto se u meni opušta.
11:00
A door in my brain swings open,
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Vrata u mom mozgu otvaraju se
11:03
and a rush of energy comes.
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i događa se navala energije.
11:04
And it's not instantaneous,
but it happens, it does happen.
but it happens, it does happen.
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Nije trenutna, no događa se.
Uistinu se događa.
Uistinu se događa.
11:09
I feel it.
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Osjećam je.
11:10
A hum creeps back.
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Zujanje se vraća puzeći.
11:12
Not at full volume, barely there,
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Ne u punom opsegu, jedva se pojavilo,
11:15
it's quiet, and I have to stay
very still to hear it, but it is there.
very still to hear it, but it is there.
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tiho je, i moram biti mirna
kako bih ga čula, ali ovdje je.
kako bih ga čula, ali ovdje je.
11:18
Not the hum, but a hum.
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Ne zujanje, nego zuj.
11:21
And now I feel like I know
a very magical secret.
a very magical secret.
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I osjećam se kao da sam
spoznala magičnu tajnu.
spoznala magičnu tajnu.
11:25
Well, let's not get carried away.
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No, nemojmo se zanijeti.
11:28
It's just love. That's all it is.
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To je ljubav. O tome se radi.
11:32
No magic. No secret. It's just love.
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Nije magija. Nije tajna. Samo ljubav.
11:36
It's just something we forgot.
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To je nešto što smo zaboravili.
11:38
The hum, the work hum,
the hum of the titan,
the hum of the titan,
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Zujanje, zujanje zbog posla,
zujanje titana,
zujanje titana,
11:42
that's just a replacement.
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to je samo zamjena.
11:44
If I have to ask you who I am,
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Ako vas moram pitati tko sam ja,
11:46
if I have to tell you who I am,
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ako vam moram reći tko sam ja,
11:48
if I describe myself in terms of shows
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ako se opišem vezano za serije
11:50
and hours of television
and how globally badass my brain is,
and how globally badass my brain is,
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i sate na televiziji i koliko je
moj mozak super na globalnom planu,
moj mozak super na globalnom planu,
11:55
I have forgotten what the real hum is.
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zaboravljam što je pravo zujanje.
11:58
The hum is not power
and the hum is not work-specific.
and the hum is not work-specific.
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Ono nije moć i nije vezano
uz određeni posao.
uz određeni posao.
12:02
The hum is joy-specific.
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Vezano je uz radost.
12:05
The real hum is love-specific.
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Pravo zujanje vezano je uz ljubav.
12:07
The hum is the electricity
that comes from being excited by life.
that comes from being excited by life.
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Zujanje je elektricitet koji se javlja
zbog toga što ste uzbuđeni životom.
zbog toga što ste uzbuđeni životom.
12:11
The real hum is confidence and peace.
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Pravo zujanje su samopouzdanje i mir.
12:13
The real hum ignores the stare of history,
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Pravo zujanje ignorira
pogled iz prošlosti,
pogled iz prošlosti,
12:16
and the balls in the air,
and the expectation, and the pressure.
and the expectation, and the pressure.
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obaveze u zraku,
očekivanja i pritisak.
očekivanja i pritisak.
12:19
The real hum is singular and original.
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Pravo zujanje je jedinstveno i originalno.
12:22
The real hum is God's whisper in my ear,
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Ono je Božji šapat u mom uhu,
12:24
but maybe God was whispering
the wrong words,
the wrong words,
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no možda mi je Bog
šaptao pogrešne riječi,
šaptao pogrešne riječi,
12:26
because which one of the gods
was telling me I was the titan?
was telling me I was the titan?
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jer koji mi je od bogova mogao reći
da sam ja titan?
da sam ja titan?
12:30
It's just love.
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To je samo ljubav.
12:32
We could all use a little more love,
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Svima bi nam dobro došlo malo više ljubavi,
12:35
a lot more love.
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puno više ljubavi.
12:38
Any time my child asks me to play,
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Svaki put kad me dijete
zamoli da se igramo,
zamoli da se igramo,
12:40
I will say yes.
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reći ću da.
12:43
I make it a firm rule for one reason,
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To je strogo pravilo
iz jednog razloga,
iz jednog razloga,
12:45
to give myself permission,
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da si dam dopuštenje,
12:46
to free me from all
of my workaholic guilt.
of my workaholic guilt.
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kako bih se oslobodila
radoholičarske krivnje.
radoholičarske krivnje.
12:49
It's a law, so I don't have a choice,
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To je zakon, pa nemam puno izbora,
12:51
and I don't have a choice,
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nemam izbora
12:53
not if I want to feel the hum.
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čak i ako želim osjetiti zujanje.
12:56
I wish it were that easy,
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Voljela bih da je tako jednostavno,
12:57
but I'm not good at playing.
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no nisam dobra u igranju.
13:01
I don't like it.
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Ne sviđa mi se.
13:04
I'm not interested in doing it
the way I'm interested in doing work.
the way I'm interested in doing work.
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Nisam zainteresirana za igranje
koliko i za posao.
koliko i za posao.
13:09
The truth is incredibly humbling
and humiliating to face.
and humiliating to face.
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Neopisivo je ponižavajuće
suočiti se s istinom.
suočiti se s istinom.
13:12
I don't like playing.
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Ne sviđa mi se igrati se.
13:14
I work all the time
because I like working.
because I like working.
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Neprestano radim jer volim raditi.
13:17
I like working more
than I like being at home.
than I like being at home.
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Više volim raditi nego biti kod kuće.
13:22
Facing that fact
is incredibly difficult to handle,
is incredibly difficult to handle,
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Suočiti se s tom činjenicom
neopisivo je teško
neopisivo je teško
13:26
because what kind of person
likes working more than being at home?
likes working more than being at home?
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jer koja to osoba više voli raditi
nego biti kod kuće?
nego biti kod kuće?
13:33
Well, me.
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Pa... ja.
13:35
I mean, let's be honest,
I call myself a titan.
I call myself a titan.
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Mislim, budimo iskreni,
zovem se titanicom.
zovem se titanicom.
13:39
I've got issues.
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Imam nekih problema.
13:40
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
13:42
And one of those issues
isn't that I am too relaxed.
isn't that I am too relaxed.
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I jedan od tih problema nije
moja prevelika opuštenost.
moja prevelika opuštenost.
13:45
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
13:47
We run around the yard,
up and back and up and back.
up and back and up and back.
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Trčimo po dvorištu,
gore i dolje, gore i dolje.
gore i dolje, gore i dolje.
13:51
We have 30-second dance parties.
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Organiziramo zabave s plesom
koje traju 30 sekundi.
koje traju 30 sekundi.
13:54
We sing show tunes. We play with balls.
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Pjevamo pjesme, igramo se loptama.
13:57
I blow bubbles and they pop them.
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Ja pušem balončiće, one ih buše.
13:59
And I feel stiff and delirious
and confused most of the time.
and confused most of the time.
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I većinu vremena osjećam se
kruto, zaneseno i zbunjeno.
kruto, zaneseno i zbunjeno.
14:04
I itch for my cell phone always.
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Neprestano tražim mobitel.
14:08
But it is OK.
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Ali to je ok.
14:09
My tiny humans show me how to live
and the hum of the universe fills me up.
and the hum of the universe fills me up.
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Moja mala bića pokazuju mi kako živjeti
i zujanje svemira me ispunjava.
i zujanje svemira me ispunjava.
14:14
I play and I play until I begin to wonder
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Igram se i igram se dok se ne zapitam
14:17
why we ever stop playing
in the first place.
in the first place.
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zašto se uopće prestajemo igrati.
14:21
You can do it too,
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I vi to možete raditi,
14:23
say yes every time
your child asks you to play.
your child asks you to play.
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reći "da" svaki put kad vas dijete
zamoli da se igrate.
zamoli da se igrate.
14:27
Are you thinking that maybe
I'm an idiot in diamond shoes?
I'm an idiot in diamond shoes?
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Mislite li da sam ja možda
idiot u dijamantnim cipelama?
idiot u dijamantnim cipelama?
14:30
You're right, but you can still do this.
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U pravu ste, no i dalje možete to činiti.
14:33
You have time.
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Imate vremena.
14:35
You know why? Because you're not Rihanna
and you're not a Muppet.
and you're not a Muppet.
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Znate zašto? Jer niste Rihanna
i niste Muppet.
i niste Muppet.
14:38
Your child does not think
you're that interesting.
you're that interesting.
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Vaše dijete ne smatra vas
toliko zanimljivima.
toliko zanimljivima.
14:41
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
14:42
You only need 15 minutes.
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Potrebno vam je 15 minuta.
14:44
My two- and four-year-old
only ever want to play with me
only ever want to play with me
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Moje dvo- i četverogodišnjakinja
žele se igrati sa mnom
žele se igrati sa mnom
14:47
for about 15 minutes or so
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nekih 15 minuta
14:48
before they think to themselves
they want to do something else.
they want to do something else.
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prije nego se sjete da bi
radije radile nešto drugo.
radije radile nešto drugo.
14:51
It's an amazing 15 minutes,
but it's 15 minutes.
but it's 15 minutes.
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To je predivnih 15 minuta,
no i dalje je to 15 minuta.
no i dalje je to 15 minuta.
14:55
If I'm not a ladybug or a piece of candy,
I'm invisible after 15 minutes.
I'm invisible after 15 minutes.
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Ako nisam bubamara ili komad slatkiša,
nakon 15 minuta postajem nevidljiva.
nakon 15 minuta postajem nevidljiva.
14:59
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
15:00
And my 13-year-old, if I can get
a 13-year-old to talk to me for 15 minutes
a 13-year-old to talk to me for 15 minutes
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A ako svoju 13-godišnjakinju uopće
mogu nagovoriti da priča sa mnom 15 minuta,
mogu nagovoriti da priča sa mnom 15 minuta,
15:05
I'm Parent of the Year.
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roditelj sam godine.
15:06
(Laughter)
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(Smijeh)
15:08
15 minutes is all you need.
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15 minuta je sve što vam je potrebno.
15:09
I can totally pull off 15 minutes
of uninterrupted time on my worst day.
of uninterrupted time on my worst day.
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Definitivno mogu pronaći 15 neometanih
minuta, čak i u najgorem danu.
minuta, čak i u najgorem danu.
15:15
Uninterrupted is the key.
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Neometanost je ključna.
15:17
No cell phone, no laundry, no anything.
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Nema mobitela, prljavog rublja, ničega.
15:20
You have a busy life.
You have to get dinner on the table.
You have to get dinner on the table.
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Imate zauzet život.
Morate postaviti večeru na stol.
Morate postaviti večeru na stol.
15:22
You have to force them to bathe.
But you can do 15 minutes.
But you can do 15 minutes.
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Morate ih tjerati na kupanje.
Ali možete naći 15 minuta.
Ali možete naći 15 minuta.
15:26
My kids are my happy place,
they're my world,
they're my world,
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Moja djeca su moje sretno mjesto,
ona su moj svijet,
ona su moj svijet,
15:28
but it doesn't have to be your kids,
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no ne moraju djeca biti
15:31
the fuel that feeds your hum,
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ono što hrani vaše zujanje,
15:32
the place where life
feels more good than not good.
feels more good than not good.
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mjesto gdje se život više
čini dobrim nego lošim.
čini dobrim nego lošim.
15:35
It's not about playing with your kids,
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Nije stvar u igranju s djecom,
15:37
it's about joy.
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već u radosti.
15:38
It's about playing in general.
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Radi se o igranju općenito.
15:42
Give yourself the 15 minutes.
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Dajte si 15 minuta.
15:44
Find what makes you feel good.
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Pronađite ono u čemu se osjećate ugodno.
15:46
Just figure it out and play in that arena.
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Pronađite što je to i igrajte se.
15:50
I'm not perfect at it.
In fact, I fail as often as I succeed,
In fact, I fail as often as I succeed,
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Nisam savršena u tome.
Pogriješim onoliko puta koliko uspijem,
Pogriješim onoliko puta koliko uspijem,
15:55
seeing friends, reading books,
staring into space.
staring into space.
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u druženju s prijateljima, čitanju knjiga,
buljenju u prazno.
buljenju u prazno.
15:58
"Wanna play?" starts to become shorthand
for indulging myself
for indulging myself
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"Želiš se igrati?" postaje kratica
za davanje sebe
za davanje sebe
16:01
in ways I'd given up on right around
the time I got my first TV show,
the time I got my first TV show,
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na načine od kojih bih odustala
u vrijeme kad sam dobila prvu TV seriju,
u vrijeme kad sam dobila prvu TV seriju,
16:05
right around the time
I became a titan-in-training,
I became a titan-in-training,
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u vrijeme kad sam postala
titan u treniranju,
titan u treniranju,
16:08
right around the time I started
competing with myself for ways unknown.
competing with myself for ways unknown.
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u vrijeme kad sam se počela natjecati
sa sobom na nepoznate načine.
sa sobom na nepoznate načine.
16:13
15 minutes? What could be wrong
with giving myself my full attention
with giving myself my full attention
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15 minuta? Što može biti krivo
u davanju potpune pozornosti
u davanju potpune pozornosti
16:16
for 15 minutes?
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tijekom 15 minuta?
16:18
Turns out, nothing.
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Izgleda, ništa.
16:20
The very act of not working has made it
possible for the hum to return,
possible for the hum to return,
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Sam čin prestajanja s radom bio je način
na koji se zujanje vratilo,
na koji se zujanje vratilo,
16:25
as if the hum's engine
could only refuel while I was away.
could only refuel while I was away.
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kao da se motor za zujanje mogao
napuniti samo u mojoj odsutnosti.
napuniti samo u mojoj odsutnosti.
16:29
Work doesn't work without play.
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Posao ne funkcionira bez igre.
16:33
It takes a little time,
but after a few months,
but after a few months,
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Potrebno je nešto vremena,
no nakon nekoliko mjeseci,
no nakon nekoliko mjeseci,
16:36
one day the floodgates open
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jednog dana brana se otvori
16:38
and there's a rush, and I find myself
standing in my office
standing in my office
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i krene poplava, a ja stojim
u svom uredu
u svom uredu
16:41
filled with an unfamiliar melody,
full on groove inside me,
full on groove inside me,
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ispunjena nepoznatom melodijom,
nepoznatim kolosijecima,
nepoznatim kolosijecima,
16:45
and around me, and it sends me
spinning with ideas,
spinning with ideas,
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čak i oko mene, i to me šalje
u vrtlog ideja,
u vrtlog ideja,
16:48
and the humming road is open,
and I can drive it and drive it,
and I can drive it and drive it,
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cesta zujanja je otvorena
i ja mogu voziti i voziti
i ja mogu voziti i voziti
16:51
and I love working again.
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i ponovno volim raditi.
16:54
But now, I like that hum,
but I don't love that hum.
but I don't love that hum.
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Ali trenutno, sviđa mi se to zujanje,
no ne volim ga.
no ne volim ga.
16:57
I don't need that hum.
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Nije mi potrebno.
16:59
I am not that hum. That hum is not me,
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Ja nisam to zujanje i ono nije ja,
17:02
not anymore.
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barem ne više.
17:04
I am bubbles and sticky fingers
and dinners with friends.
and dinners with friends.
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Ja sam balončići i ljepljivi prstići
i večere s prijateljima.
i večere s prijateljima.
17:07
I am that hum.
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To zujanje sam ja.
17:09
Life's hum.
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Život je zujanje.
17:10
Love's hum.
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Ljubav je zujanje.
17:12
Work's hum is still a piece of me,
it is just no longer all of me,
it is just no longer all of me,
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Zujanje oko posla i dalje je dio mene,
ali ono nije ja.
ali ono nije ja.
17:16
and I am so grateful.
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I na tome sam zahvalna.
17:19
And I don't give a crap
about being a titan,
about being a titan,
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I nije me briga
hoću li biti titan,
hoću li biti titan,
17:21
because I have never once seen a titan
play Red Rover, Red Rover.
play Red Rover, Red Rover.
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jer nikada nisam vidjela titana
kako igra Red Rover, Red Rover.
kako igra Red Rover, Red Rover.
17:25
I said yes to less work and more play,
and somehow I still run my world.
and somehow I still run my world.
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Rekla sam da manjem opsegu posla i igri,
ali i dalje vladam svojim svijetom.
ali i dalje vladam svojim svijetom.
17:30
My brain is still global.
My campfires still burn.
My campfires still burn.
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Moj mozak je i dalje globalan.
Logorske vatre još uvijek gore.
Logorske vatre još uvijek gore.
17:33
The more I play, the happier I am,
and the happier my kids are.
and the happier my kids are.
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Što se više igram, to sam sretnija,
i to su i moja djeca sretnija.
i to su i moja djeca sretnija.
17:37
The more I play,
the more I feel like a good mother.
the more I feel like a good mother.
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Što se više igram,
više se osjećam kao dobra majka.
više se osjećam kao dobra majka.
17:41
The more I play,
the freer my mind becomes.
the freer my mind becomes.
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Što se više igram,
to je moj um slobodniji.
to je moj um slobodniji.
17:43
The more I play, the better I work.
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Što se više igram, to bolje radim.
17:45
The more I play, the more I feel the hum,
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Što se više igram, više osjećam zujanje,
17:48
the nation I'm building,
the marathon I'm running,
the marathon I'm running,
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nacija koju gradim,
maraton koji trčim,
maraton koji trčim,
17:50
the troops, the canvas,
the high note, the hum, the hum,
the high note, the hum, the hum,
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trupe, platna, visoka nota,
zujanje i zujanje,
zujanje i zujanje,
17:53
the other hum, the real hum,
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jedno i drugo zujanje,
17:56
life's hum.
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život je zujanje.
17:57
The more I feel that hum,
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Što ga više osjećam,
17:58
the more this strange,
quivering, uncocooned,
quivering, uncocooned,
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to se ovaj strani,
drhtureći, začahureni,
drhtureći, začahureni,
18:02
awkward, brand new,
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nespretan, potpuno novi,
18:03
alive non-titan feels like me.
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živi ne-titan više osjeća kao ja.
18:07
The more I feel that hum,
the more I know who I am.
the more I know who I am.
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Što više osjećam to zujanje,
to više znam tko sam ja.
to više znam tko sam ja.
18:10
I'm a writer, I make stuff up, I imagine.
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Ja sam spisateljica,
izmišljam stvari, maštam.
izmišljam stvari, maštam.
18:14
That part of the job,
that's living the dream.
that's living the dream.
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Taj dio posla je življenje sna.
18:17
That's the dream of the job.
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To je san u svakom poslu.
18:19
Because a dream job
should be a little bit dreamy.
should be a little bit dreamy.
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Zato što bi posao iz snova
trebao biti sanjiviji.
trebao biti sanjiviji.
18:23
I said yes to less work and more play.
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Rekla sam da manjem
opsegu posla i igranju.
opsegu posla i igranju.
18:27
Titans need not apply.
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Titani nisu dobrodošli.
18:30
Wanna play?
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Želite li se igrati?
18:31
Thank you.
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Hvala vam.
18:33
(Applause)
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(Pljesak)
ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Shonda Rhimes - Writer, producerWith the runaway success of shows like Scandal and Grey’s Anatomy, Shonda Rhimes has become one of Hollywood’s most powerful icons.
Why you should listen
When ABC kicked off its 2014 television season by devoting its Thursday night line-up to the Shondaland shows How to Get Away With Murder, Scandal and Grey’s Anatomy, Shonda Rhimes -- already one of the most influential producers in Hollywood -- became arguably the single most powerful voice in television today. In 2015, ABC snapped up Rhimes’ latest series, The Catch. Shondaland shows have the special ability to capture both fan devotion and critical attention – she’s won everything from a Peabody Award to a People’s Choice Award.
Rhimes is known for her groundbreaking storytelling, her candor and humor in the face of her critics, and for never shying away from speaking her mind. She’s also known for her social media savvy, and fans of her shows basically own Twitter on Thursday nights. Her first book, Year of Yes, was published in November 2015.
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