Ingrid Betancourt: What six years in captivity taught me about fear and faith
إنجريد بيتانكورت: ماعلمتني إياه ست سنوات من الأسر عن الخوف والإيمان
Ingrid Betancourt was a presidential candidate in Colombia in 2002 when she was kidnapped by guerilla rebels. After six years in captivity and a high-profile rescue, she now writes about what she learned about fear, forgiveness and the divine. Full bio
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I'd climb the highest tree,
any temperature."
جميع درجات الحرارة."
Colombian politics,
to withstand any temperature.
أي درجة حرارة.
and drug traffickers.
وتجّار المخدرات.
لا يمكن المساس بهم
out of the country one morning,
خارج البلاد صبيحة يوم ما،
in the French ambassador's armored car.
في سيارة السفير الفرنسي المصفّحة.
but emerged unharmed.
with the highest number of votes.
because I was brave.
candidate in Colombia
by a group of armed men.
with military garments.
wore leather boots.
يلبسون أحذية جلدية.
المسلّحة الثورية الكولومبية (فارك).
everything happened very quickly.
to stop the vehicle.
stepped on an antipersonnel mine
على لغم مضاد للأفراد
that the young man understood:
because I'm reliving these emotions --
تنتابني هذه المشاعر مرة أخرى
that something inside of me was breaking
كان يتحطّم
with his fear.
the deepest depths of the jungle,
was what was happening to my mind,
هو ما كان يحدث لعقلي،
all the phone numbers,
to doubt my mental health.
behavioral changes
in moments of panic.
في لحظات الفزع فحسب؛
chained by the neck to a tree.
to use the bathroom.
the right moment, the right way to do it,
والطريقة المناسبة لفعلها،
when I talk about all of this,
and mental block,
that the guerrillas had built
guns at us 24 hours a day.
طوال 24 ساعة في اليوم.
in numbered sequence.
call me by my name."
فادعوني باسمي."
to that of the other hostages,
they would be punished.
to defend my identity,
لأن أدافع عن هويّتي،
a thing or a number.
supportive trust,
while I was in the jungle.
عندما كنت في الغابة
scorpions, anacondas ...
with a 24-foot long anaconda
did us as much harm
they sparked betrayals,
for a long time was with Lucho.
كانت مع لوتشو.
for two years longer than I had.
to lower ourselves into that dark water
في المياه المظلمة
we would hide in the mangroves.
اختبئنا في أشجار المانغروف.
and let the current carry us.
through that with Lucho,
was so damaging to us
that I want to give to you.
how to develop faith.
for more than eight years.
the biggest scaredy-cat of us all.
a master's degree in escape attempts.
في محاولات الهرب.
had to learn how to swim.
all these preparations in total secrecy.
في سرية تامة.
had everything ready,
one afternoon and said,
and I can't find the way out.
and we started marching.
that Pincho had died,
because they were torture for me.
that rescued me from the jungle."
everything that we are --
we have inside of us
raging around our boat.
into the helicopter
as when they kidnapped me.
referendum in Colombia;
between Mexico and the United States;
of using fear politically
our principles, unity, faith.
ووحدتنا وإيماننا.
the first time I felt fear,
وأول مرة أشعر فيها بالخوف،
what to do with that fear.
until you reach the stars,
ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Ingrid Betancourt - Writer, peace advocateIngrid Betancourt was a presidential candidate in Colombia in 2002 when she was kidnapped by guerilla rebels. After six years in captivity and a high-profile rescue, she now writes about what she learned about fear, forgiveness and the divine.
Why you should listen
Born December 25, 1961, in Colombia, Ingrid Betancourt is a French-Colombian activist in the cause of freedom. She was a politician and presidential candidate in Colombia, celebrated for her determination to combat widespread corruption. In February 2002 she was taken hostage by the FARC, a communist guerrilla organization. For six and a half years, the FARC held her hostage in the Amazonian jungle. She was rescued on July 2, 2008.
Since her release, Betancourt has become a memoirist and fiction writer. Her first book, Even Silence Has Its End, which lyrically recounts her six years in the impenetrable jungle, was published in 2010. In 2016, she published a second work -- this time of fiction -- called The Blue Line, about the disappearances in Argentina during the Dirty War from 1976 to 1983.
Betancourt has received multiple international awards, including the French National Order of the Légion d’Honneur, the Spanish Prince of Asturias Prize of Concord, the Italian Prize Grinzane Cavour, and was nominated to the Nobel Peace Prize for her commitment to democratic values, freedom and tolerance.
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