Ingrid Betancourt: What six years in captivity taught me about fear and faith
אינגריד בטנקורט: מה ששש שנים בשבי לימדו אותי על פחד ואמונה
Ingrid Betancourt was a presidential candidate in Colombia in 2002 when she was kidnapped by guerilla rebels. After six years in captivity and a high-profile rescue, she now writes about what she learned about fear, forgiveness and the divine. Full bio
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I'd climb the highest tree,
any temperature."
Colombian politics,
to withstand any temperature.
and drug traffickers.
out of the country one morning,
in the French ambassador's armored car.
but emerged unharmed.
with the highest number of votes.
עם מספר הקולות הכי גבוה,
because I was brave.
candidate in Colombia
by a group of armed men.
with military garments.
wore leather boots.
everything happened very quickly.
to stop the vehicle.
stepped on an antipersonnel mine
that the young man understood:
because I'm reliving these emotions --
כשאני משחזרת את הרגשות,
that something inside of me was breaking
with his fear.
the deepest depths of the jungle,
was what was happening to my mind,
all the phone numbers,
to doubt my mental health.
behavioral changes
in moments of panic.
chained by the neck to a tree.
to use the bathroom.
the right moment, the right way to do it,
ואת הדרך הנכונה לעשות זאת,
when I talk about all of this,
and mental block,
that the guerrillas had built
guns at us 24 hours a day.
אלינו נשק 24 שעות ביממה.
in numbered sequence.
call me by my name."
to that of the other hostages,
they would be punished.
to defend my identity,
a thing or a number.
supportive trust,
while I was in the jungle.
כשהייתי בג'ונגל
scorpions, anacondas ...
with a 24-foot long anaconda
did us as much harm
they sparked betrayals,
for a long time was with Lucho.
for two years longer than I had.
to lower ourselves into that dark water
את עצמנו למים האפלים
we would hide in the mangroves.
and let the current carry us.
through that with Lucho,
was so damaging to us
הגרילה גרמו לנו כל כך הרבה נזק
that I want to give to you.
how to develop faith.
for more than eight years.
the biggest scaredy-cat of us all.
a master's degree in escape attempts.
בעלת תואר מאסטר בניסיונות בריחה
had to learn how to swim.
all these preparations in total secrecy.
had everything ready,
one afternoon and said,
and I can't find the way out.
ולא מצליח למצוא את הדרך החוצה.
and we started marching.
that Pincho had died,
because they were torture for me.
that rescued me from the jungle."
everything that we are --
we have inside of us
raging around our boat.
into the helicopter
as when they kidnapped me.
referendum in Colombia;
between Mexico and the United States;
of using fear politically
our principles, unity, faith.
העקרונות, האחדות, האמונה שלנו.
the first time I felt fear,
what to do with that fear.
until you reach the stars,
ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Ingrid Betancourt - Writer, peace advocateIngrid Betancourt was a presidential candidate in Colombia in 2002 when she was kidnapped by guerilla rebels. After six years in captivity and a high-profile rescue, she now writes about what she learned about fear, forgiveness and the divine.
Why you should listen
Born December 25, 1961, in Colombia, Ingrid Betancourt is a French-Colombian activist in the cause of freedom. She was a politician and presidential candidate in Colombia, celebrated for her determination to combat widespread corruption. In February 2002 she was taken hostage by the FARC, a communist guerrilla organization. For six and a half years, the FARC held her hostage in the Amazonian jungle. She was rescued on July 2, 2008.
Since her release, Betancourt has become a memoirist and fiction writer. Her first book, Even Silence Has Its End, which lyrically recounts her six years in the impenetrable jungle, was published in 2010. In 2016, she published a second work -- this time of fiction -- called The Blue Line, about the disappearances in Argentina during the Dirty War from 1976 to 1983.
Betancourt has received multiple international awards, including the French National Order of the Légion d’Honneur, the Spanish Prince of Asturias Prize of Concord, the Italian Prize Grinzane Cavour, and was nominated to the Nobel Peace Prize for her commitment to democratic values, freedom and tolerance.
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