Dessa: Can we choose to fall out of love?
黛莎(玛格丽特·万德): 我们是否可以选择不再恋爱?
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collective called Doomtree.
的嘻哈团体的成员。
touring rapper and singer.
是一位独立歌手,也是说唱歌手。
this is what our shows look like.
There's a lot of sweating.
unintentional body checks onstage.
intentional body checks onstage.
an intramural hockey game and a concert.
和曲棍球比赛的混合。
my own music as a solo artist,
more melancholy sounds.
the rough mixes of a new album,
一张混音的新专辑,
but why is it always so sad?"
但为什么总是那么忧伤?”
out with that you know that phrase?"
学会用到这个词组?”
写了非常多忧伤的爱情歌曲,
I've written so many sad love songs
帮助我分手。”
I need help with my breakup."
and touring those songs for a long time,
和巡演了很长一段时间之后,
was essentially romantic devastation.
had been written about the same guy.
和同一个人有关的。
to sort ourselves out,
梳理我们之间的问题,
that I couldn't rebound
to recover from so regularly.
it wasn't doing either of us any good,
how to put the love down.
女博士的TED演讲,
named Dr. Helen Fisher,
been able to map the coordinates of love
if I could find my love in my brain,
在大脑中找到我的恋情所在,
passes and whiskey."
Center for Magnetic Resonance Research.
磁共振研究中心工作。
with a sample size of one, me.
这唯一一个样本做这个试验。
of forest green scrubs,
是一个大型的管状磁铁,
is a big, tubular magnet
of deoxygenated iron in your blood.
what parts of your brain
at any given moment.
are associated with a task,
总能点亮同一的区域,
will always light up the same region,
who just sort of resembled my ex-boyfriend
high-resolution images of my brain.
非常高解析度的图像。
inside all of the wrinkles, essentially,
所说的“大脑外皮地毯”。
called the "brain skin rug."
when I looked at images of both men.
我的大脑有不同反应。
and when I looked at my ex,
及对照男士的情况,
就能够寻找我的所爱是谁;
that we'd be able to find the love alone,
to step on a scale fully dressed
would be the weight of my clothing.
我们找到了有用的结果,
we subtracted one from the other,
that Dr. Fisher would have predicted.
正好就在费雪医生预测的地方。
orange dot, the ventral tegmental area,
位于腹侧被盖区,
is the anterior cingulate
is the caudates.
the data with her team
my feelings for this dude.
I was going to these outrageous lengths.
felt like such a vindication,
现在找到正确的位置了。”
but now I know exactly where."
who had her mark.
身上带着标记;
on a course of treatment
Penijean Gracefire,
was training my brain.
用来训练我大脑的事情,
that we would train a muscle,
来训练我的大脑,
and resilient enough
to my circumstances.
we would anticipate
we would ask that that muscle slow.
会让心跳慢下来。
viable, loving romantic relationship,
可维持、充满爱的浪漫关系中,
of my brain should engage,
viable, emotional, loving relationship,
可维持、激情的恋爱关系中时,
just smaller than a dime
一角硬币还小的电极,
to detect my brainwaves
头发和头皮、
就可以实时检测我的大脑活动。
I could see my brain working in real time.
of my brain were hyperactive,
哪些部分极度活跃,
just those parts of my brain
with the romantic regulation
have to do or think anything.
had to hold pretty still
in that healthy threshold,
在那个健康的阈值中运行,
or vibraphone music.
at roughly the speed of a gyro machine
essentially unconscious.
the other things I had learned
我在没有意识的情况下
my conscious mind.
my left calf muscle is doing,
左小腿肌肉在做什么,
to engage when I wobble to the right.
向右摇晃时会如何配合。
don't know a lot about, like,
or the waveform of a ringing bell,
because the body paired the stimuli.
因为那身体与刺激的配对。
Olman's fMRI machine,
功能磁共振仪器,
in the interest of scientific rigor,
和她的团队不知道照片上分别是谁,
didn't know who was who,
influence the results.
to analyze that second set of data,
事件告一阶段了,但为什么?
comma, yes, question mark.
the desired result.
a moment to introspect,
that I'd had at the outset.
of the Spotless Mind."
嫉妒、亲密、爱慕和尊重,
and amity and attraction and respect
that you amass after long-term love.
所积累的所有那些复杂的情感。
had risen to the surface,
and the less-generous feelings
a small thing in some way,
your wisdom teeth,"
in which I did those two things.
对你很重要。
philosophical privilege
尾状核的 3D 打印模型,
在我秀场的购物桌上卖掉了。
it at the merch table at my shows.
of friends back in Minneapolis,
几个朋友的帮助下,
巨大的迪斯科球——
from the ceiling at my big shows.
从天花板上掉下来。
to better understand love,
更好的理解了爱情,
Valentine's heart.
buried somewhere deep within your skull,
埋在你的头骨深处,
and you make each other happy,
你们会让彼此快乐,
of neuroscientists
ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Dessa - Rapper, singer and writerDessa is an internationally touring rapper, singer and writer who built a career by defying genre conventions and audience expectations.
Why you should listen
As a writer, Dessa has contributed to the New York Times, National Geographic Traveler and literary journals across the United States. As a musician, she's recorded critically acclaimed studio albums, co-composed for a 100-voice choir, collaborated with full orchestras and contributed to The Hamilton Mixtape on the invitation of Lin-Manuel Miranda.
On stage and on the page, Dessa's work is driven by an interest in finding unexpected connections -- between heartache and neuroscience, aerodynamics and grief, or simply between two people who live far away and in disparate circumstances. Her delivery is crafted to balance wit and tenderness, intellectual rigor and a poetic sensibility.
Dessa started out in Minneapolis, Minnesota as a member of the Doomtree hip-hop crew, a tight-knit group known for their explosive live shows, innovative sound and fiercely independent business model. For years, the seven-member crew shared stages, hotel rooms and head colds building an international following one sweaty show at a time. Dessa's work within the collective and as a solo artist earned several entries on the Billboard Top 200 charts (Chime, Parts of Speech and All Hands). Alone or with Doomtree, she's performed at Lollapalooza, Glastonbury, SXSW, velvet-lined theaters in LA and New York, punk venues in Central Europe, black box rooms from Tijuana to Beijing and once while standing on a wooden chair in South Africa. According to the LA Times, Dessa "sounds like no one else" and was called "a national treasure" by NPR's All Songs Considered.
Since her teenage years, however, Dessa wanted to become a published writer. So while recording and touring as a musician, she continued to write poetry, essays and short stories. Under the Doomtree banner, she began printing short books, some barely larger than a matchbook. In 2013, Doomtree Press published Spiral Bound, a collection of poetry and prose. In 2015, Dessa partnered with Rain Taxi on a poetry chapbook titled A Pound of Steam. On the strength of that collection, a New York literary agent telephoned; within a few years, Dutton Books (Penguin Random House) published her first book-length collection of essays, My Own Devices: True Stories from the Road on Music, Science, and Senseless Love, named one of the best books of 2018 by both NPR and Amazon. She also became a frequent radio contributor: on behalf of Minnesota Public Radio, she's interviewed best-selling authors in front of live audiences (most recently talking with Michael Pollan about his exploration into psychedelic drugs). At WNYC's The Greene Space, she served as Artist in Residence, designing a series called HEARTBREAKERS that investigated research on love, sex and determinism with both scientists and musicians.
In recent years, Dessa partnered with the Grammy-winning Minnesota Orchestra to stage six sold-out performances at Minneapolis's Orchestra Hall (all arranged by composer/musician Andy Thompson and conducted by Sarah Hicks). The Minnesota Orchestra and Dessa cut a live record together in March of 2019, Sound the Bells: Recorded Live at Orchestra Hall, slated for release in November of 2019.
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