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Hannah Gadsby: Three ideas. Three contradictions. Or not.
Hana Getsbi (Hannah Gadsby): Tri ideje. Tri protivrečnosti. Ili možda ne.
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Revolucionarni specijal Hane Getsbi „Nanet” je razbio komediju. U govoru o istini i svrsi, ona deli tri ideje i tri protivrečnosti. Ili možda ne.
Hannah Gadsby - Serious comedian
Hannah Gadsby skewers the straight world's dismissal and outright hostility toward the LGBTQ community in her stand-up sets, stage performances and television shows. Full bio
Hannah Gadsby skewers the straight world's dismissal and outright hostility toward the LGBTQ community in her stand-up sets, stage performances and television shows. Full bio
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00:12
My name is Hannah.
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Moje ime je Hana (Hannah)
00:14
And that is a palindrome.
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i ono je palindrom.
00:17
That is a word you can spell
the same forwards and backwards,
the same forwards and backwards,
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To je reč koja se jednako čita
i piše unapred i unazad,
i piše unapred i unazad,
00:23
if you can spell.
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ako umete da čitate.
00:25
But the thing is --
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Ali stvar je u tome -
00:26
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
00:29
my entire family have palindromic names.
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što moja cela porodica
ima palidromična imena.
ima palidromična imena.
00:31
It's a bit of a tradition.
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To je nekako tradicija.
00:33
We've got Mum, Dad --
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Imamo mamu (Mum), tatu (Dad) -
00:36
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
00:38
Nan, Pop.
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baku (Nan), deku (Pop).
00:40
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
00:43
And my brother, Kayak.
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I mog brata Kajaka (Kayak).
00:45
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
00:47
There you go.
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Eto.
00:48
That's just a bit a joke, there.
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To je bila samo šala.
00:50
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
00:51
I like to kick things off with a joke
because I'm a comedian.
because I'm a comedian.
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Volim da započnem sa šalom
zato što sam komičarka.
zato što sam komičarka.
00:55
Now there's two things
you know about me already:
you know about me already:
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Postoje dve stvari koje već znate o meni.
Moje ime je Hana i ja sam komičarka.
00:57
my name's Hannah and I'm a comedian.
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Ne trošim vreme.
00:59
I'm wasting no time.
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01:00
Here's a third thing
you can know about me:
you can know about me:
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Evo i treće stvari
koju možete saznati o meni.
koju možete saznati o meni.
01:03
I don't think I'm qualified
to speak my own mind.
to speak my own mind.
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Ne mislim da sam kvalifikovana
da izgovaram svoje mišljenje.
da izgovaram svoje mišljenje.
01:07
Bold way to begin a talk, yes,
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Da, hrabar način da se započne govor,
01:10
but it's true.
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ali to je istina.
01:11
I've always had a great deal of difficulty
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Uvek mi je bilo teško
01:14
turning my thinking into the talking.
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da svoje misli pretočim u govor.
01:17
So it seems a bit
of a contradiction, then,
of a contradiction, then,
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Deluje pomalo kontradiktorno
01:19
that someone like me,
who is so bad at the chat,
who is so bad at the chat,
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da neko poput mene,
ko je tako loš u razgovoru,
ko je tako loš u razgovoru,
01:22
could be something like
a stand-up comedian.
a stand-up comedian.
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može biti nešto kao, na primer,
stendap komičar.
stendap komičar.
01:25
But there you go. There you go.
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Ali eto, vidite. Dešava se.
01:27
It's what it is.
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Tako je kako je.
01:28
I first tried my hand at stand-up
comedi -- comedie ... See?
comedi -- comedie ... See?
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Prvi put sam se okušala
u stendap kome- komediji... Vidite?
u stendap kome- komediji... Vidite?
01:33
See? See?
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Vidite? Vidite?
01:34
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
01:37
I first tried my hand at stand-up comedy
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Prvi put sam se okušala
u stendap komediji
u stendap komediji
01:40
in my late 20s,
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u svojim kasnim 20-im.
01:41
and despite being a pathologically shy
virtual mute with low self-esteem
virtual mute with low self-esteem
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Uprkos tome što sam bila
patološki stidljiva i prava mula
patološki stidljiva i prava mula
sa niskim samopouzdanjem,
01:46
who'd never held a microphone before,
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koja nikada pre nije držala mikrofon,
01:48
I knew as soon as I walked
and stood in front of the audience,
and stood in front of the audience,
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znala sam čim sam izašla
i stala pred publiku,
i stala pred publiku,
01:53
I knew, before I'd even
landed my first joke,
landed my first joke,
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znala sam, pre nego što sam
izvela svoj prvi štos,
izvela svoj prvi štos,
01:56
I knew that I really liked stand-up,
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znala sam da zaista volim stendap
01:59
and stand-up really liked me.
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i da stendap voli mene.
Ali života mi, nisam shvatila
kako je to moguće.
kako je to moguće.
02:02
But for the life of me,
I couldn't work out why.
I couldn't work out why.
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02:05
Why is it I could be so good
at doing something I was so bad at?
at doing something I was so bad at?
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Kako to da mi je tako dobro išlo
nešto u čemu sam tako loša?
nešto u čemu sam tako loša?
02:10
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
02:12
I just couldn't work it out,
I could not understand it.
I could not understand it.
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Jednostavno nisam to mogla da shvatim,
nisam mogla da razumem.
nisam mogla da razumem.
02:15
That is, until I could.
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Do momenta dok nisam shvatila.
02:17
Now, before I explain to you why it is
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Pre nego što vam objasnim
02:19
that I can be good
at something I'm so bad at,
at something I'm so bad at,
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zašto mogu biti tako dobra
u nečemu u čemu sam jako loša,
u nečemu u čemu sam jako loša,
02:23
let me throw another spanner
of contradiction into the work
of contradiction into the work
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dozvolite mi da ubacim
još jednu ključnu protivrečnost
još jednu ključnu protivrečnost
time što ću vam reći da sam, nedugo nakon
što sam shvatila kako je to moguće,
što sam shvatila kako je to moguće,
02:26
by telling you that not long after
I worked out why that was,
I worked out why that was,
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02:30
I decided to quit comedy.
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odlučila da napustim komediju.
02:33
And before I explain
that little oppositional cat
that little oppositional cat
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Pre nego što objasnim
tog malog kontradiktornog slona
tog malog kontradiktornog slona
02:35
I just threw amongst the thinking pigeons,
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koga sam upravo pustila
u staklarsku radnju,
u staklarsku radnju,
02:38
let me also tell you this:
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reći ću vam i ovo:
02:41
quitting launched my comedy career.
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odustajanje je lansiralo
moju komedijašku karijeru.
moju komedijašku karijeru.
02:43
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
02:45
Like, really launched it, to the point
where after quitting comedy,
where after quitting comedy,
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Bukvalno lansiralo, do te mere
da sam nakon odustajanja od komedije
da sam nakon odustajanja od komedije
02:50
I became the most talked-about
comedian on the planet,
comedian on the planet,
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postala komičar o kome
se najviše pričalo na celoj planeti,
se najviše pričalo na celoj planeti,
02:52
because apparently, I'm even worse
at making retirement plans
at making retirement plans
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jer sam očigledno još gora
u pravljenju planova za penziju
u pravljenju planova za penziju
02:56
than I am at speaking my own mind.
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nego što sam u iskazivanju svojih misli.
03:00
Now, all I've done up until this point
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Sad, sve što sam uradila do ovog momenta,
03:04
apart from giving over a spattering
of biographical detail
of biographical detail
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osim davanja nekoliko detalja
iz moje biografije,
iz moje biografije,
03:08
is to tell you indirectly
that I have three ideas
that I have three ideas
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jeste da sam vam posredno rekla
da imam tri ideje
da imam tri ideje
03:10
that I want to share with you today.
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koje želim danas da podelim sa vama.
03:12
And I've done that by way of sharing
three contradictions:
three contradictions:
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To sam učinila tako što sam
podelila tri protivrečnosti.
podelila tri protivrečnosti.
03:15
one, I am bad at talking,
I am good at talking;
I am good at talking;
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Prvo, loša sam u govoru,
dobra sam u govoru.
dobra sam u govoru.
03:18
I quit, I did not quit.
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Odustajem, nisam odustala.
03:21
Three ideas, three contradictions.
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Tri ideje, tri suprotnosti.
03:23
Now, if you're wondering
why there's only two things
why there's only two things
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Ako se pitate zašto su samo dve stvari
na mojoj takozvanoj listi trojstva -
03:26
on my so-called list of three --
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(Smeh)
03:27
(Laughter)
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podsetiću vas da je bukvalno reč
o listi protivrečnosti.
o listi protivrečnosti.
03:28
I remind you it is literally
a list of contradictions.
a list of contradictions.
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03:31
Keep up.
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Pratite me.
03:32
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
03:34
Now, the folks at TED advised me
that with a talk of this length,
that with a talk of this length,
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Ljudi iz TED-a su me savetovali
da je za govore ove dužine
da je za govore ove dužine
03:39
it's best to stick
with just sharing one idea.
with just sharing one idea.
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najbolje podeliti samo jednu ideju.
03:42
I said no.
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Ja sam odbila.
03:44
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
03:47
What would they know?
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Šta oni pa znaju?
03:49
To explain why I have chosen to ignore
what is clearly very good advice,
what is clearly very good advice,
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Da bih objasnila
zašto sam izabrala da ignorišem
zašto sam izabrala da ignorišem
ono što je očigledno dobar savet,
03:54
I want to take you back
to the beginning of this talk,
to the beginning of this talk,
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povešću vas na početak ovog govora,
konkretno, na moju šalu o palindromima.
03:57
specifically, my palindrome joke.
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Ta šala koristi moje omiljene trikove
komedijaškog zanata,
komedijaškog zanata,
03:59
Now that joke uses my favorite trick
of the comedian trade,
of the comedian trade,
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04:03
the rule of three,
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pravilo trojstva,
04:04
whereby you make a statement
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pri čemu dajete izjavu,
04:05
and then back that statement up
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a potom je poduprete
04:07
with a list.
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sa listom.
04:08
My entire family have palindromic names:
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Moja cela porodica ima
palindromična imena:
palindromična imena:
04:11
Mum, Dad, Nan, Pop.
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mama (Mum), tata (Dad)
baka (Nan), deka (Pop).
baka (Nan), deka (Pop).
04:14
The first two ideas on that list
create a pattern,
create a pattern,
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Prve dve ideje sa liste
su napravile šablon,
su napravile šablon,
04:18
and that pattern creates expectation.
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i taj šablon stvara očekivanje.
04:20
And then the third thing -- bam! --
Kayak. What?
Kayak. What?
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A onda treća stvar - bum! -
Kajak (Kayak). Šta?
Kajak (Kayak). Šta?
04:23
That's the rule of three.
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To je pravilo trojstva.
04:24
One, two, surprise! Ha ha.
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Jedan, dva, iznenađenje! Ha ha.
04:27
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
04:32
Now, the rule of three is not only
fundamental to the way I do my craft,
fundamental to the way I do my craft,
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Pravilo trojstva ne samo da je jedna
od suštinskih stvari za moj zanat,
od suštinskih stvari za moj zanat,
04:37
it is also fundamental
to the way I communicate.
to the way I communicate.
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nego je suštinsko
i za način na koji komuniciram.
i za način na koji komuniciram.
04:40
So I won't be changing
anything for nobody,
anything for nobody,
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Tako da neću menjati ništa, ni zbog koga.
04:43
not even TED,
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Čak ni zbog TED-a,
04:44
which, I will point out,
stands for three ideas:
stands for three ideas:
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koji se, samo da istaknem,
zalaže za tri ideje:
zalaže za tri ideje:
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technology, entertainment
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tehnologiju, zabavu
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and dickheads.
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i glupake.
04:50
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
04:53
Works every time, doesn't it?
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Svaki put upali, zar ne?
04:57
But you need more than just jokes
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Ali potrebno vam je
nešto više od same šale
nešto više od same šale
04:59
to be able to cut it
as a professional comedian.
as a professional comedian.
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da biste to izneli
kao profesionalni komičar.
kao profesionalni komičar.
05:02
You need to be able to walk
that fine line between being charming
that fine line between being charming
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Morate biti sposobni da hodate
po tankoj liniji između šarmantnog
po tankoj liniji između šarmantnog
05:06
and disarming.
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i razoružavajućeg.
05:07
And I discovered the most effective way
to generate the amount of charm I needed
to generate the amount of charm I needed
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Otkrila sam da najefektniji način
za uključivanje onoliko šarma
za uključivanje onoliko šarma
koliko mi je potrebno da neutrališem
svoj razoružavajući karakter
svoj razoružavajući karakter
05:13
to offset my disarming personality
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05:17
was through not jokes but stories.
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nije pričanje viceva, nego priča.
05:19
So my stand-up routines
are filled with stories:
are filled with stories:
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Tako su moji stendap nastupi puni priča:
priča o odrastanju,
moje priče o autovanju,
moje priče o autovanju,
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stories about growing up,
my coming out story,
my coming out story,
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05:24
stories about the abuse I've copped
for being not only a woman
for being not only a woman
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priče o maltretiranju koje sam proživela
zbog toga što sam ne samo žena,
zbog toga što sam ne samo žena,
05:27
but a big woman
and a masculine-of-center woman.
and a masculine-of-center woman.
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nego i velika i muškobanjasta žena.
05:31
If you watch my work online,
check the comments out below
check the comments out below
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Ako nađete moje nastupe na internetu,
pogledajte komentare
pogledajte komentare
05:34
for examples of abuse.
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i naći ćete primere maltretiranja.
05:37
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
05:39
It's that time in the talk
where I shift into second gear,
where I shift into second gear,
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Sada nastupa onaj trenutak u govoru
kada treba da promenim tempo
kada treba da promenim tempo
05:42
and I'm going to tell you a story
about everything I've just said.
about everything I've just said.
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i da vam ispričam priču
o svemu ovome o čemu sam govorila.
o svemu ovome o čemu sam govorila.
05:46
In the last few days of her life,
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U poslednjih nekoliko dana svog života,
05:49
my grandma was surrounded by people,
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moja baka je bila okružena ljudima,
05:52
a lot of people,
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velikim brojem ljudi,
05:53
because my grandma
was the loving matriarch
was the loving matriarch
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zato što je je moja baka
bila omiljeni ženski lik
bila omiljeni ženski lik
05:56
of a large and loving family.
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velike i brižne porodice.
05:59
Now, if you haven't made
the connection already,
the connection already,
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Ako do sada niste povezali stvari,
ja sam deo te porodice.
06:01
I am a member of that family.
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06:03
I was lucky enough to be able
to say goodbye to my grandma
to say goodbye to my grandma
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Imala sam sreću da budem u mogućnosti
da se oprostim sa svojom bakom
da se oprostim sa svojom bakom
06:06
on the day she died.
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na dan kada je umrla.
06:08
But as she was already
cocooned within herself by then,
cocooned within herself by then,
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Ali kako je tada ona već bila
praktično bez svesti,
praktično bez svesti,
06:11
it was something of a one-sided goodbye.
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to je izgledalo
više kao jednosmerni oproštaj.
više kao jednosmerni oproštaj.
06:15
So I thought about a lot of things,
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Razmišljala sam o mnogo stvari,
06:18
things I hadn't thought about
in a long time,
in a long time,
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o stvarima o kojima
nisam dugo razmišljala,
nisam dugo razmišljala,
06:21
like the letters I used
to write to my grandma
to write to my grandma
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kao, na primer, o pismima
koje sam pisala baki
koje sam pisala baki
kada sam upisala fakultet,
06:23
when I first started university,
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06:25
letters I filled with funny
stories and anecdotes
stories and anecdotes
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pismima koja su bila puna
duhovitih priča i anegdota
duhovitih priča i anegdota
06:28
that I embellished for her amusement.
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koje sam ulepšavala da bih je zabavila.
06:31
And I remembered how I couldn't articulate
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Sećam se kako nisam uspevala da opišem
06:33
the anxiety and fear that filled me
as I tried to carve my tiny little life
as I tried to carve my tiny little life
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nervozu i strah koji me je ispunjavao
dok sam pokušavala
dok sam pokušavala
da urežem svoj mali život
06:39
into a world that felt far too big for me.
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u svet koji mi se činio tako velik.
06:43
But I remembered finding
comfort in those letters,
comfort in those letters,
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Dosetila sam se da nađem
utehu u tim pismima,
utehu u tim pismima,
06:46
because I wrote them
with my grandma in mind.
with my grandma in mind.
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zato što sam ih pisala
misleći na svoju baku.
misleći na svoju baku.
06:50
But as the world got
more and more overwhelming
more and more overwhelming
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Kako je svet postajao sve veći,
06:52
and my ability to negotiate it
got worse, not better,
got worse, not better,
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a moja sposobnost
da ga prihvatim sve manja,
da ga prihvatim sve manja,
06:56
I stopped writing those letters.
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prestala sam da pišem pisma.
07:00
I just didn't think I had the life
that Grandma would want to read about.
that Grandma would want to read about.
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Jednostavno nisam mislila da vodim život
o kome bi baka želela da čita.
o kome bi baka želela da čita.
07:06
Grandma did not know I was gay,
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Baka nije znala da sam gej,
07:08
and about six months before she died,
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i nekih šest meseci pre nego što je umrla,
07:10
out of nowhere, she asked me
if I had a boyfriend.
if I had a boyfriend.
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iznenada me je pitala da li imam momka.
07:14
Now, I remember making
a conscious decision in that moment
a conscious decision in that moment
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Sećam se da sam u tom momentu
svesno odlučila
svesno odlučila
07:17
not to come out to my grandmother.
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da ne kažem istinu svojoj baki.
07:20
And I did that because I knew her life
was drawing to an end,
was drawing to an end,
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To sam učinila znajući
da se njen život bliži kraju,
da se njen život bliži kraju,
07:24
and my time with her was finite,
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da su moji dani sa njom odbrojani,
07:25
and I did not want to talk about
the ways we were different.
the ways we were different.
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i nisam želela da pričamo
o tome koliko smo različite.
o tome koliko smo različite.
07:28
I wanted to talk about
the ways were we connected.
the ways were we connected.
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Želela sam da pričamo
o tome koliko smo povezane.
o tome koliko smo povezane.
07:32
So I changed the subject.
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Tako da sam promenila temu,
07:35
And at the time, it felt
like the right decision.
like the right decision.
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što mi se tada činilo kao ispravna odluka.
07:38
But as I sat witness
to my grandmother's life
to my grandmother's life
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Ali kako sam posmatrala
07:41
as it tapered to its inevitable end,
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kako se njen život bliži kraju,
07:43
I couldn't help but feel
I'd made a mistake
I'd made a mistake
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nisam mogla da se otrgnem
osećanju da sam pogrešila
osećanju da sam pogrešila
07:46
not to share such a significant
part of my life.
part of my life.
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što nisam podelila sa njom
tako važan deo mog života.
tako važan deo mog života.
07:51
But I also knew that
I'd missed my opportunity,
I'd missed my opportunity,
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Isto tako sam znala
da sam propustila šansu,
da sam propustila šansu,
07:55
and as Grandma always used to say,
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i kao što je moja baka
imala običaj da kaže:
imala običaj da kaže:
07:57
"Ah, well, it's all part of the soup.
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„Ah, sve je to jedna čorba.
07:59
Too late to take the onions out now."
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Suviše je kasno da se sad izvadi luk.”
08:02
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
08:04
And I thought about that,
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Razmišljala sam o tome,
08:05
and I thought about how
I had to deal with too many onions
I had to deal with too many onions
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i o tome sa koliko sam puno luka
08:09
as a kid,
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morala da se nosim kao dete,
08:11
growing up gay in a state
where homosexuality was illegal.
where homosexuality was illegal.
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odrastajući kao gej u državi
gde je homoseksualnost bila nezakonita.
gde je homoseksualnost bila nezakonita.
08:16
And with that thought,
I could see how tightly wrapped
I could see how tightly wrapped
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I sa tom mišlju mogla sam shvatiti
koliko sam čvrsto zarobljena
koliko sam čvrsto zarobljena
08:19
in the tendrils of my own
internalized shame I was.
internalized shame I was.
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u mreži sopstvenog naučenog srama.
08:22
And with that, I thought
about all my traumas:
about all my traumas:
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Zajedno sa tim, razmišljala sam
i o svojim traumama:
i o svojim traumama:
08:25
the violence, the abuse, my rape.
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nasilju, zlostavljanju, mom silovanju.
08:32
And with all that cluster of thinking,
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Sa svim tim narojenim mislima,
08:34
a thought, a question,
kept popping into my mind
kept popping into my mind
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jedno pitanje mi se stalno nametalo,
08:37
to which I had no answer:
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a na njega nisam imala odgovor.
08:39
What is the purpose of my human?
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Koja je svrha mog postojanja kao čoveka?
08:43
Out of anyone in my family,
I felt the most akin to my grandmother.
I felt the most akin to my grandmother.
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Od svih članova moje porodice,
osećala sam najveću sličnost sa bakom.
osećala sam najveću sličnost sa bakom.
08:48
I mean, we share the most
traits in common.
traits in common.
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Mislim, imale smo najviše
zajedničkih osobina.
zajedničkih osobina.
08:51
Not so much these days.
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Ovih dana ne toliko.
08:52
Death really changes people.
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Smrt stvarno promeni ljude.
08:54
But that --
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Ali to -
08:55
(Laughter)
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(smeh)
08:56
is my grandmother's sense of humor.
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to je smisao za humor moje bake.
08:59
But the person I felt
most akin to in the world
most akin to in the world
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Žena sa kojom sam osećala
najveću bliskost na svetu
najveću bliskost na svetu
09:01
was a mother, a grandmother,
a great-grandmother,
a great-grandmother,
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bila je majka, baka, prabaka,
09:04
a great-great-grandmother.
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čukunbaka.
09:05
Me? I represented the very end
of my branch of the family tree.
of my branch of the family tree.
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A ja? Ja predstavljam sam kraj grane
porodičnog stabla.
porodičnog stabla.
09:10
And I wasn't entirely sure
I was still connected to the trunk.
I was still connected to the trunk.
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Nisam čak posve bila sigurna
da sam još uvek povezana sa stablom.
da sam još uvek povezana sa stablom.
09:14
What was the purpose of my human?
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Koja je svrha mog postojanja?
09:17
The year after my grandmother's death
was the most intensely creative
was the most intensely creative
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Godina nakon smrti moje bake
bila je najkreativnija
bila je najkreativnija
09:22
of my life.
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godina mog života.
09:24
And I suppose that's because,
at an end, my thoughts gather
at an end, my thoughts gather
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Pretpostavljam zato što su,
na kraju, moje misli bile više sabrane
na kraju, moje misli bile više sabrane
09:27
more than they scatter.
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nego raštrkane.
09:29
My thought process is not linear.
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Moj proces razmišljanja nije linearan.
09:31
I'm a visual thinker. I see my thoughts.
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Ja sam vizualni mislilac.
Ja vidim svoje misli.
Ja vidim svoje misli.
09:34
I don't have a photographic memory,
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Nemam fotografsko pamćenje,
09:36
and nor is my head a static gallery
of sensibly collected think pieces.
of sensibly collected think pieces.
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niti je moj mozak statična galerija
brižljivo prikupljenih delova misli.
brižljivo prikupljenih delova misli.
09:42
It's more that I've got this ever-evolving
language of hieroglyphics
language of hieroglyphics
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To više izgleda kao jezik hijeroglifa
koji stalno evoluira,
koji stalno evoluira,
09:47
that I've developed
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koji sam razvila,
09:48
and can understand fluently
and think deeply with.
and think deeply with.
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koji mogu tečno da razumem
i sa kojim mogu dublje da razmišljam,
i sa kojim mogu dublje da razmišljam,
09:51
but I struggle to translate.
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ali se mučim sa prevodom.
09:54
I can't paint, draw, sculpt,
or even haberdash,
or even haberdash,
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Ne umem da slikam, crtam,
vajam, čak ni da zašijem dugme.
vajam, čak ni da zašijem dugme.
09:57
and as for the written word,
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A što se tiče pisane reči,
10:00
I'm OK at it but it's a tortuous
process of translation,
process of translation,
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dobro mi ide, ali to je mučan
prevodilački proces
prevodilački proces
10:05
and I don't feel it does the job.
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i nisam sigurna da baš funkcioniše.
10:08
And as far as speaking my own mind,
like I said, I'm not great at it.
like I said, I'm not great at it.
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A što se tiče izražavanja mog mišljenja,
kao što sam rekla, nisam baš dobra u tome.
kao što sam rekla, nisam baš dobra u tome.
10:12
Speech has always felt
like an inadequate freeze-frame
like an inadequate freeze-frame
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Govor mi se uvek činio
kao neprimerena smrznuta slika
kao neprimerena smrznuta slika
10:16
for the life inside of me.
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za moj unutrašnji život.
10:18
All this to say,
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Da kažemo,
10:20
I've always understood far more
than I've ever been able to communicate.
than I've ever been able to communicate.
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oduvek sam bolje razumevala
nego što sam bila u stanju da razgovaram.
nego što sam bila u stanju da razgovaram.
10:25
Now, about a year before Grandma died,
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Oko godinu dana pre bakine smrti,
10:28
I was formally diagnosed with autism.
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zvanično mi je dijagnostikovan autizam.
10:31
Now for me, that was mostly good news.
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Za mene su to uglavnom bile dobre vesti.
10:34
I always thought that I couldn't
sort my life out like a normal person
sort my life out like a normal person
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Oduvek sam mislila da ne mogu
srediti svoj život kao svi normalni ljudi
srediti svoj život kao svi normalni ljudi
10:39
because I was depressed and anxious.
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zato što sam depresivna i anksiozna.
10:41
But it turns out
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Ali ispostavilo se
10:43
I was depressed and anxious
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da sam bila depresivna i anksiozna
10:44
because I couldn't sort my life out
like a normal person,
like a normal person,
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zato što nisam mogla
da sredim život kao normalni ljudi,
da sredim život kao normalni ljudi,
10:48
because I was not a normal person,
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zato što ja nisam normalna osoba,
10:50
and I didn't know it.
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a to nisam znala.
10:52
Now, this is not to say
I still don't struggle.
I still don't struggle.
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Ovo ne znači da se i dalje ne mučim.
10:54
Every day is a bit of a struggle,
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Svaki dan je pomalo borba,
da budem iskrena.
da budem iskrena.
10:56
to be honest.
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Ali sada bar znam šta je moja borba,
10:57
But at least now I know
what my struggle is,
what my struggle is,
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11:00
and getting to the starting line
of normal is not it.
of normal is not it.
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a težnja ka normalnom početku to nije.
11:03
My struggle is not to escape the storm.
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Moja borba nije da se izbegne oluja.
11:06
My struggle is to find the eye
of the storm as best I can.
of the storm as best I can.
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Moja borba je da pronađem
zatišja u oluji, koliko god mogu.
zatišja u oluji, koliko god mogu.
11:11
Now, apart from the usual way
us spectrum types find our calm --
us spectrum types find our calm --
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Pored uobičajenih načina na koje mi ljudi
sa autističnog spektra pronalazimo mir -
sa autističnog spektra pronalazimo mir -
11:16
repetitive behaviors, routine
and obsessive thinking --
and obsessive thinking --
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ponavljanja aktivnosti,
rutina i opsesivnog razmišljanja -
rutina i opsesivnog razmišljanja -
11:20
I have another surprising doorway
into the eye of the storm:
into the eye of the storm:
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ja imam još jedan iznenađujući prilaz
zatišjima u oluji -
zatišjima u oluji -
11:26
stand-up comedy.
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stendap komediju.
11:28
And if you need any more proof
I'm neurodivergent, yes,
I'm neurodivergent, yes,
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A ako vam je potrebno još dokaza
da sam neurorazličita, da,
da sam neurorazličita, da,
11:31
I am calm doing a thing
that scares the hell out of most people.
that scares the hell out of most people.
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ja sam sasvim mirna radeći stvari
koje užasavaju većinu ljudi.
koje užasavaju većinu ljudi.
11:36
I'm almost dead inside up here.
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Skoro da sam mrtva iznutra
dok sam na bini.
dok sam na bini.
11:39
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
11:43
Diagnosis gave me a framework
on which to hang bits of me
on which to hang bits of me
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Dijagnoza mi je dala okvir
u koji mogu da uklopim svoje deliće
u koji mogu da uklopim svoje deliće
11:47
I could never understand.
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koje nikada nisam razumela.
11:48
My misfit suddenly had a fit,
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Moja neprilagođenost se iznenada uklapala,
11:50
and for a while, I got giddy
with a newfound confidence
with a newfound confidence
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i neko vreme sam bila jako optimistična
u vezi ove nove sigurnosti
u vezi ove nove sigurnosti
11:53
I had in my thinking.
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koju sam imala u mislima.
11:55
But after Grandma died,
that confidence took a dive,
that confidence took a dive,
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Ali nakon što je baka umrla,
ta sigurnost je potonula,
ta sigurnost je potonula,
11:59
because thinking is how I grieve.
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zato što je razmišljanje
način na koji ja tugujem.
način na koji ja tugujem.
12:03
And in that grief of thought,
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U toj tuzi misli,
12:04
I could suddenly see with so much clarity
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iznenada sam mogla videti tako jasno
12:07
just how profoundly isolated I was
and always had been.
and always had been.
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koliko sam suštinski
bila usamljena i to oduvek.
bila usamljena i to oduvek.
12:14
What was the purpose of my human?
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Koja je svrha mog postojanja?
12:18
I began to think a lot about how autism
and PTSD have so much in common.
and PTSD have so much in common.
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Počela sam da razmišljam kako autizam
i PTSP imaju mnogo toga zajedničkog.
i PTSP imaju mnogo toga zajedničkog.
12:24
And I started to worry,
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I to je počelo da me zabrinjava,
12:26
because I had both.
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zato što sam ja imala oboje.
12:28
Could I ever untangle them?
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Da li bih ikada mogla da ih razmrsim?
12:32
I'd always been told
that the way out of trauma
that the way out of trauma
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Uvek su mi govorili da je izlaz iz traume
12:34
was through a cohesive narrative.
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kroz kohezivnu priču.
12:37
I had a cohesive narrative,
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Ja sam imala kohezivnu priču,
12:40
but I was still at the mercy
of my traumas.
of my traumas.
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ali sam i dalje bila
u nemilosti svojih trauma.
u nemilosti svojih trauma.
12:43
They're all part of my soup,
but the onions still stung.
but the onions still stung.
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One su deo moje čorbe,
ali luk i dalje peče.
ali luk i dalje peče.
12:47
And at that point, I realized
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U tom momentu sam shvatila
12:49
that I'd been telling
my stories for laughs.
my stories for laughs.
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da sam svoje priče pričala radi smeha.
12:52
I'd been trimming away the darkness,
cutting away the pain
cutting away the pain
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Rasterivala sam tamu i odstranjivala bol,
12:55
and holding on to my trauma
for the comfort of my audience.
for the comfort of my audience.
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držeći se moje traume
radi ugađanja publici.
radi ugađanja publici.
13:00
I was connecting
other people through laughs,
other people through laughs,
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Povezivala sam ljude kroz smeh,
13:02
yet I remained profoundly disconnected.
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a ja sam opet ostala duboko nepovezana.
13:05
What was the purpose of my human?
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Koja je svrha mog postojanja?
13:08
I did not have an answer,
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Nisam imala odgovor,
13:10
but I had an idea.
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ali sam imala ideju.
13:12
I had an idea to tell my truth,
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Imala sam ideju da kažem svoju istinu,
13:16
all of it,
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celu istinu,
13:17
not to share laughs but to share
the literal, visceral pain of my trauma.
the literal, visceral pain of my trauma.
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ne da delim šale, nego da podelim
bukvalan, duboki bol moje traume.
bukvalan, duboki bol moje traume.
13:23
And I thought the best way to do that
would be through a comedy show.
would be through a comedy show.
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Mislila sam da je najbolji način za to
upravo kroz komičarsku predstavu.
upravo kroz komičarsku predstavu.
13:26
And that is what I did.
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To sam i uradila.
13:28
I wrote a comedy show
that did not respect the punchline,
that did not respect the punchline,
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Napisala sam komičarsku predstavu
koja nije poštovala vrhunac šale,
koja nije poštovala vrhunac šale,
13:31
that line where comedians are expected
and trusted to pull their punches
and trusted to pull their punches
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onaj deo kada se od komičara očekuje
i veruje se da će izvući suštinu štosa
i veruje se da će izvući suštinu štosa
13:35
and turn them into tickles.
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i pretvoriti ga u smeh.
13:37
I did not stop.
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Nisam stala.
13:38
I punched through that line
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Probila sam tu liniju
13:40
into the metaphorical guts of my audience.
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i metaforički udarila
pravo u stomak svoje publike.
pravo u stomak svoje publike.
13:43
I did not want to make them laugh.
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Nisam imala nameru da ih zasmejem.
13:46
I wanted to take their breath away,
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Želela sam da im stane dah,
13:49
to shock them,
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da ih šokiram,
da mogu da slušaju moju priču
i drže moj bol,
i drže moj bol,
13:50
so they could listen to my story
and hold my pain
and hold my pain
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13:54
as individuals, not
as a mindless, laughing mob.
as a mindless, laughing mob.
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kao pojedinci,
a ne kao nasmejana rulja
koja ne razmišlja.
koja ne razmišlja.
13:58
And that's what I did,
and I called that show "Nanette."
and I called that show "Nanette."
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To sam i uradila,
a predstavu sam nazvala „Nanet”.
a predstavu sam nazvala „Nanet”.
14:02
Now, many --
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Sada, mnogi -
14:03
(Applause)
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(Aplauz)
14:09
Now, many have argued
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Mnogi se nisu složili
14:11
that "Nanette" is not a comedy show.
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da je „Nanet” komedija.
14:14
And while I can agree "Nanette"
is definitely not a comedy show,
is definitely not a comedy show,
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Iako se u potpunosti mogu složiti
da „Nanet” nije komedija,
da „Nanet” nije komedija,
14:19
those people are still wrong --
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ti ljudi su ipak pogrešili -
14:20
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
14:22
because they have framed their argument
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zato što su svoje argumente uobličili
14:24
as a way of saying I failed to do comedy.
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tako da govore da nisam uspela
da napravim komediju.
da napravim komediju.
14:28
I did not fail to do comedy.
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Ja sam uspela da napravim komediju.
14:32
I took everything I knew about comedy --
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Uzela sam sve što sam znala o komediji -
14:35
all the tricks, the tools, the know-how --
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sve trikove, alate, zanate -
14:38
I took all that, and with it,
I broke comedy.
I broke comedy.
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sve to sam uzela
i sa tim slomila komediju.
i sa tim slomila komediju.
14:42
You cannot break comedy with comedy
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Ne možete slomiti komediju komedijom
14:44
if you fail at comedy.
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ako ne uspete da napravite komediju.
14:47
Flaccid be thy hammer.
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Mlohav je taj čekić.
14:49
(Laughter) (Applause)
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(Smeh) (Aplauz)
14:55
That was not my point.
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To nije bio moj cilj.
14:57
The point was not simply to break comedy.
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Cilj je bio ne samo da slomim komediju,
15:01
The point was to break comedy
so I could rebuild it and reshape it,
so I could rebuild it and reshape it,
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nego da je slomim
kako bih je ponovo izgradila
kako bih je ponovo izgradila
i preoblikovala u nešto
što će bolje podržavati
što će bolje podržavati
15:05
reform it into something
that could better hold everything
that could better hold everything
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sve ono što imam da podelim.
15:09
I needed to share,
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15:11
and that is what I meant
when I said I quit comedy.
when I said I quit comedy.
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E, to je ono što sam mislila
kada sam rekla da sam napustila komediju.
kada sam rekla da sam napustila komediju.
15:16
Now, it's probably at this point
where you're going, "Yeah, cool,
where you're going, "Yeah, cool,
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Verovatno ćete reći u ovom momentu:
„Da, super, ali koje su
to tačno tri ideje?
to tačno tri ideje?
15:20
but what are the three ideas, exactly?
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15:22
It's a bit vague."
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Malo je nejasno.”
15:24
I'm glad I pretended you asked.
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Drago mi je što sam
se pravila da ste pitali.
se pravila da ste pitali.
15:26
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
15:30
Now, I'm sure there's quite a few of you
who have already identified three ideas.
who have already identified three ideas.
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Sigurna sam da je već priličan broj vas
već shvatio koje su to tri ideje.
već shvatio koje su to tri ideje.
15:36
A smart crowd, by all accounts,
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Pametna masa, u svakom smislu,
15:39
so I wouldn't be surprised at all.
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tako da ne bih bila uopšte iznenađena.
15:41
But you might be surprised to find out
that I don't have three ideas.
that I don't have three ideas.
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Možda ćete se iznenaditi kada saznate
da ja uopšte nemam tri ideje.
da ja uopšte nemam tri ideje.
15:45
I told you I had three ideas,
and that was a lie.
and that was a lie.
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Rekla sam vam da imam tri ideje
i to je bila laž.
i to je bila laž.
15:48
That was pure misdirection --
I'm very funny.
I'm very funny.
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To je bilo čisto pogrešno usmeravanje -
ja sam veoma duhovita.
ja sam veoma duhovita.
15:51
What I've done instead is I've taken
whole handfuls of my ideas as seeds,
whole handfuls of my ideas as seeds,
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Ono što sam ja uradila
jeste da sam uzela pregršt svojih ideja
jeste da sam uzela pregršt svojih ideja
15:58
and I've scattered them
all throughout my talk.
all throughout my talk.
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i rasejala ih kroz ceo moj govor.
16:02
And why did I do that?
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Zašto sam to uradila?
16:03
Well, apart from shits and giggles,
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Osim sranja i kikotanja,
16:06
it comes down to something
my grandma always used to say.
my grandma always used to say.
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sve se svodi na ono
što je moja baka uvek govorila.
što je moja baka uvek govorila.
16:11
"It's not the garden,
it's the gardening that counts."
it's the gardening that counts."
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„Nije važna bašta, nego baštovanstvo.”
16:16
And "Nanette" taught me
the truth to that truism.
the truth to that truism.
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A „Nanet” me je naučila
pravom značenju te izreke.
pravom značenju te izreke.
16:20
I fully expected by breaking
the contract of comedy
the contract of comedy
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Očekivala sam da potpuno
raskinem sa komedijom
raskinem sa komedijom
16:23
and telling my story
in all its truth and pain
in all its truth and pain
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i da ispričam svoju priču
sa celokupnom istinom i bolom,
sa celokupnom istinom i bolom,
16:28
that that would push me further
into the margins of both life and art.
into the margins of both life and art.
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što bi me gurnulo još dalje,
do granica života i umetnosti.
do granica života i umetnosti.
16:33
I expected that, and I was willing to pay
that cost in order to tell my truth.
that cost in order to tell my truth.
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To sam očekivala i bila sam spremna
da platim ceh kako bih rekla svoju istinu.
da platim ceh kako bih rekla svoju istinu.
Ali to se nije desilo.
16:40
But that is not what happened.
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16:42
The world did not push me away.
It pulled me closer.
It pulled me closer.
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Svet me nije odgurnuo,
već me je privukao još bliže.
već me je privukao još bliže.
16:47
Through an act of disconnection,
I found connection.
I found connection.
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Kroz čin isključivanja pronašla sam vezu.
16:51
And it took me a long time to understand
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Trebalo mi je dugo da shvatim
16:53
that what is at the heart
of that contradiction
of that contradiction
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da je ono što je suština te protivrečnosti
16:56
is also at the heart of the contradiction
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isto ono što je suština protivrečnosti
16:59
as to why I can be so good
at something I am so bad at.
at something I am so bad at.
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zbog koje ja mogu biti tako dobra
u onome u čemu sam loša.
u onome u čemu sam loša.
17:05
You see, in the real world,
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Vidite, u stvarnom svetu,
17:07
I struggle to talk to people
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mučim se kada pričam sa ljudima
17:08
because my neurodiversity
makes it difficult for me to think,
makes it difficult for me to think,
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zato što mi moja neurorazličitost
otežava da razmišljam,
otežava da razmišljam,
17:16
listen, speak and process new information
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slušam, govorim
i obrađujem nove informacije
i obrađujem nove informacije
17:18
all at the same time.
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u isto vreme.
17:20
But onstage, I don't have to think.
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Ali na bini ne moram da razmišljam.
17:22
I prepare my thinks well in advance.
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Dobro pripremim svoje misli unapred.
17:25
I don't have to listen. That is your job.
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Ne moram da slušam. To je vaš posao.
17:28
(Laughter)
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(Smeh)
17:29
And I don't really have to talk,
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A u suštini ne moram ni da pričam,
17:32
because, strictly speaking, I'm reciting.
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zato što, ako ćemo tačno, ja recitujem.
17:35
So all that is left
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Dakle, sve što je ostalo
17:38
is for me to do my best
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jeste da dam sve od sebe
17:41
to make a genuine connection
with my audience.
with my audience.
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da uspostavim istinsku vezu
sa svojom publikom.
sa svojom publikom.
17:47
And if the experience of "Nanette"
taught me anything,
taught me anything,
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Ako me je iskustvo „Nanet” nečemu naučilo,
17:50
it's that connection depends
not just on me.
not just on me.
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to je da veza ne zavisi samo od mene.
17:55
You play a part.
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Vi ste deo toga.
17:59
"Nanette" may have begun in me,
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„Nanet” se možda rodila u meni,
18:02
but she now lives and grows
in a whole world of other minds,
in a whole world of other minds,
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ali ona sad živi i raste
u celom svetu drugih misli,
u celom svetu drugih misli,
18:06
minds I do not share.
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misli koje ja ne delim.
18:08
But I trust I am connected.
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Ali verujem da sam povezana sa njima.
18:12
And in that, she is so much
bigger than me,
bigger than me,
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Zbog toga je ona nešto mnogo veće od mene,
18:15
just like the purpose of being human
is so much bigger than all of us.
is so much bigger than all of us.
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kao što je svrha postojanja
mnogo veća od svih nas.
mnogo veća od svih nas.
18:21
Make of that what you will.
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Mislite o tome šta god želite.
18:22
Thank you, and hello.
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Hvala vam i zdravo.
18:24
(Applause)
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(Aplauz)
ABOUT THE SPEAKER
Hannah Gadsby - Serious comedianHannah Gadsby skewers the straight world's dismissal and outright hostility toward the LGBTQ community in her stand-up sets, stage performances and television shows.
Why you should listen
How would Hannah Gadsby describe herself to a teenager at a dinner party? "I am a stand-up comedian from Tasmania. Courtesy of my Netflix special, Nanette, released last year, I have found some rather sudden fame, and I am deeply uncomfortable with so much positive attention. Prior to said special, I had spent a decade or so quietly working my way round the live stand-up circuit in Australia and the UK and had thought of my career as a reasonably successful situation. I am yet to recalibrate my definition of success since the event known as 'said special.'
"I am on the spectrum. I have two dogs whom I love deeply. I enjoy gardening. And I am so sorry you are sitting next to me, teenager."
Gadsby is also on the cast of Please Like Me on Hulu.
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